♥ Jasline T.

2011-04-25T22:57:00.001+08:00

MIA!

Orientation Day 2

2011-04-22T16:43:00.006+08:00

And so we come to the final day of Orientation before school starts next week.

The past few days at FOC and Orientation has been fantastic for me.

I've met so many wonderful people and I would like to thank them for giving me such beautiful memories.

Thank you GLs, for showing so much love and concern to us freshies. You guys really inspired me alot and we'll never forget all of you.

Thank you Skelto, for cheering together and I'm so proud of the bond between all of us.

Thank you Gongcha crew, for all the crazy and fun times we've been through together.

Thank you Business Cheer team, for cheering together as one, and losing our voices together.

Day 2 of Week 0

Woke up early in the morning and was feeling so excited towards the last day of Orientation!

Wore my yellow tee proudly and headed for school.

Met a few of business school freshies at the bus stop which is very rare for the location.

Bused to school and met up with my fellow B14 mates at mushroom.

We then proceeded to meet our care person, Mr Lum.

He is so very cute! So we all got to know each other and collected some stuffs.

After breakfast, we headed to an auditorium to listen to a BSG speech.

I feel damn horrible because I actually fell asleep! Feel ashamed for being so disrespectful but I was so tired and the chair was very comfy.

When the speech finally ended, had to leave to join the cheer team for practise.

Went together with Brandon and another guy [Oops, forgot his name!].

We also practised with the stompers for awhile to get the routine right.

We had yellow scarfs and yellow ribbons for identity purposes [Business School Cheer Team]

Lepak with cheer team for awhile before we headed to the sports complex for Olympiad.

We were all standing under the burning sun and man, was it hot.

But we were having so much fun.. Oh well :P

We had the Regatta at Bedok reservoir aftermath. Business won, of course!

Friends from other school even said that business boat was like an auto boat ZOOOOM!

Hip hip hooray to the dragon boaters of business school!

Finally, we had the cheer competition. The one thing that we had been cheering our lungs out for.

Although we didn't win, I really treasure the times when we gathered and cheered together.

Standing on stage infront of TP and cheering for business school was such an honorable moment.

The events at bedok resevoir came to and end at about 6plus and Skelto met at mushroom once again.

After much discussion, we decided to go for dinner at Techno again before going for Jam and Hop.

Love how we're doing stuffs together as one empire and being so bonded.

After dinner, we headed back to school for Jam and Hop.

After Jam and Hop, a group of us hanged around in school.

We played games and Jacky was forfeited so many times! Really funny!

He even got taupok-ed by Tovaz people.

Security guard came to chase us home at about midnight.

We couldn't get a stupid cab and we were so worried about the midnight charges.

There were so many people trying to get cabs and we waited for a long time before we finally got a cab.

Orientation was fantastic and the people I met at orientation was beyond fantastic.

Looking forward to tomorrow's mass FO outing at Sentosa!

2011-04-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

Skelto Gongcha 'Choir' Crew

Alrightttt! Today was day one of Week 0 for bizbizbizbizness!

Met Gongcha crew at TP main gate today before heading to TCC while chanting cheers.

Registered BSG and headed for my class!

Everyone is like shy and quiet while the FOC/W freshies [the ones in green] are super hyped!

Sadly, thought I'm the only green tee in my class and I'm like hyping it up myself

There was another green tee too but he was sitting way far from me.

So they taught the cheers and yeahhh, the TP school song!

Apparently I was the only one at my area going "Temasek's me~ Temasek's you~ We are a team~!"

The other freshies were quiet and shy. Think FO freshies are just crazy!

Then business school started asking for volunteers and Skelto Gongcha 'Choir' Crew,

[Actually just Shermeene, Zihui, Suyi and I], joined the Business School Cheer Team!

Honoured! There were so many volunteers and we made it in :]

We actually went up to one of the small classrooms at 4th floor and began practising our cheer.

It was going well, we had buns and a few packs of rice, and lots of cheering.

Cheer team people ain't high, they're CRAZY. LITERALLY!

After practising the really long cheer for hours, we had our mass dance among ourselves.

Somehow, somewhat, someone started blasting music.

And our classroom turned into a clubbing house! Doesn't it always, FOC?

Didn't manage to bond with my class much so when we were dismissed, I managed to talk to some classmates and they seem pretty nice!

Gathered at mushroom to wait for Skelto people and we were a bunch of green tees going crazy.

We Bangja in the puddle, splashing water all over us, and lots of cheers that left us breathless.

About 20 of us then headed for techno to have our empire dinner!

They brought out 4 tables for us and it still wasn't enough!

A few of our GLs even came down specially for this gathering. Heartwarming moment.

Dinner was fantastic with Skelto!

After dinner, a group of us headed to the basketball court to lepak.

Some played basketball, borrowed from the strangers who were playing there, while others just hanged around.

And now here I am back home!

It was dope today.

Looking forward for tomorrow! Lots and lots of activities on.

Dragon boating, Olympia, Meet your CP, Cheering Sessions, and Jam and Hop! And dinner[?]

Rest for now!

Skelto Group Shots

2011-04-18T16:57:00.006+08:00

Skelto

2011-04-17T20:01:00.018+08:00

Skelfer Group Shot

Skelto, lepak where?

TP 外面榕树下, 是我 lepak 的地方!

Eh, eh, eh! Skelto eh, Skelto ah, Skelto Skelto 不要怕!

Skelto Skelto 比你棒, bi ni pa la ah bu pa!

Mi ni ko i sakura ah eh yo, come and dance with me.

Eh! See what see?!

Mi ni ko i sakura ah eh yo, come and dance with me.

Huh? You want to learn ah? Nehhhhh.

FOC was awesome shit.

The cheer above is only one of the many cool cheers of Skelto.

This camp has really impacted me alot, in more than just one way.

I've met so many cool people that I never knew ever existed in this world full of hate.

Give them wings and halos and they would be perfect angels.

These people are non other than our Skelto GLs.

They talked to us when we felt alone, never left out a single freshie in the empire.

They cheered us up when we felt low, listening to us and giving us pats on the back.

They would run to the nearest water cooler just to fill up our water bottles.

They made us drink up when we felt dehydrated.

They ran along with us during the races, cheering for us, giving us encouragement.

They fanned us with cardboards, plates, whatever they could find when we were feeling hot, when the sun was also making them sweat.

They danced with us when the music blasted, hoping that we could join in the fun.

They made sure we were fit enough to play, concerned that we might get hurt.

They made sure we had enough food to eat, letting us get our food first before they get theirs.

They never complained, even when there wasn't enough rice for them.

They only get 2 hours of sleep, not a sign of exhaustion showed in their hype-ness.

They cheered for us freshies, and our empire Skelto, even when they already lost their voices.

They are our fantastic Skelto GLs.

And we freshies want to be just like them.

Day 1 of FOC

Woke up early in the morning and was feeling like a walking zombie.

Was feeling so excited the night before that I didn't get sufficient sleep.

Cabbed to school and met up with Iris at the main gate.

Such a coincidence to meet my fellow T01 mates that I knew from the chalet at the busstop.

Afterwhich, we proceeded to the sports complex where we were supposed to gather at.

On our way, we were stunned by our seniors who were practically cheering their lungs out to welcome us!

Such a great welcome we got from our lovely seniors!

Met up with Yongfang and we checked our empires on the board.

I was grouped into Skelto, and that's when all the fun began.

A couple of new faces whom were my Skelto GLs welcomed me and guided me to do my registration.

After registering, I was group into the sub-empire Skelfer.

Had some ice-breaking sessions when we introduced ourselved to one another, and cheering sessions when the GLs taught us empire cheers.

Had our dinner, then we got busy with the station games but I won't drag with the details.

It was supposed to be held outside school but they changed it to in-school because of the bad weather.

The whole thing was really fun even though we ended up sweaty and sticky.

More cheering, and it was supper!

Till here, the day was really fantastic. Until it was showering time.

Oh the horror. The toilet had no air vents and all the heat and humidity was stuck in the toilet.

There were only 2 toilets, 8 showering cubicles each, and more than a hundred of us.

You can imagine what it is like already.

Sleeping was pretty bad on the hard floor, so none of us slept well that night.

Day 2 of FOC

Woke up to hear the enthusiastic cheers from our GLs!

They are so full of energy despite not sleeping well for 5 days already.

Washed up in the horrible toilet and went to gather with our fellow Skelto mates.

After breakfast, FOC gathered together to learn the school song hand signs.

It was really difficult to follow but it was fun anyway.

Emeth, along with our GLs, taught Skelfer!

Then we learned the awesome "Hey Bangja!" which was so much fun!

And the best part - MASS DANCE!

We formed individual rows of girls and individual rows of guys, and the person opposite one is one's partner.

My partner happened to be my GL, Zun!

He already knew the dance so it was pretty easy for me to get the hang of it.

Mass dance was really fun, "Mary moooooonnnn~"!

We even did the chicky dance and butt-slammed our neighbours!

After lunch, we started our station games which were held outside school.

The weather was really really hot and sunny and the GLs were being such angels taking care of us.

We weren't allowed to cheer loudly because we were in public and we didn't want the residents to complain about us.

Howeverrrr, at the last station, Skelfer GL - Isaac had an idea.

We did a really loud "Lepak" cheer at a void deck and ran for our lives after that. It was so cute!

After dinner, we had our performance night. There were even FOW freshies who joined us.

Skelto was up first and it was such a great time. A few of our GLs shed tears and we freshies were heartbroken.

Our GLs gave us a speech which made us want to run up to them and hug them so bad.

We have the sweetest, most lovable GLs ever.

Followed by the performances by the rest of the other empires which were cute and fun too.

I was having a really bad migraine by then and worrying about my lost phone only made it worse.

During supper, our GLs went through the trouble of helping me to find my phone and I was really grateful.

I hadn't want them to worry about a missing phone when they're already so stress and exhausted.

Lucky for me, a GL had taken my phone for safe-keeping and yay! I hadn't lost my phone!
Called dad to come fetch me because my head was pounding so bad.

When dad came, our two lovely GLs - Shuxiang and Cheong helped with my bags and sent me to the main gate.

Went home to get some good night's rest for the day.

Our GLs during performance night

Freshies during performance night

Day 3 of FOC is the DOPE

Got up at around 10am and my head pounding had subsided, fortunately.

Was afraid that I would miss out the fun so I quickly bathed and got ready for the last day of FOC.

The rain was pouring when I had breakfast with my family but it stopped just as dad and I were heading out.

Dad dropped me off at school infront of the sports complex and from across the field, I could see the empires cheering already!

Brisk walked across the track towards my empire and man, how much I miss them already!

Everyone was all drenched from head to toe from the wet games and I was soooo dry.

Rebecca just had to give me a hug when she was wet from head to toe!

When everyone was having their lunch, the DJ blasted music and there were lots of cheering.

There was one part when the rain was coming down so heavily and the song "Graduation" was playing over the speakers.

We were cheering and singing to our graduting seniors the moment was so heartwarming.

After lunch, We had our amazing race, Huntgry.

We did really silly stuffs like tweeting into the pigeon holes, duckwalking while oinking, etc.

After Huntgry, Skelfer played a game called "Takinoko" or something. It was pretty funny!

Our GLs also taught us how to do the Skelto wave.

When the DJ started blasting music, FOC turned into a clubbing house!!

It was so much fun!

Hanged with Seow Ting and Julia and they're all so adorable.

Camp ended with lots of sadness and phototaking.

However, as we all know, there's always a party after a party.

So a group of freshies, mostly from Skelto and a few from here and there, walked to CPF building together.

Befriended more new faces and we all went crazy with cheers on the way there!

When we reached the open area outside CPF building, we formed a Gongcha crew.

The few of us then headed towards Gongcha happily only to find that the queue was super long!

Disappointed, we decided to do a really loud "Hey Bangja!" cheer infront of Gongcha!!

So we went crazy with the "Hey Bangja!" cheer and ran away like sheeps!

Planned to go to sweet talk instead and when we reach there, we did a...

"We say hello! We say hello! We say hello hello hello! We say hello, hello, hello! We say hello hello hello, HELLO!"

Got our bubbleteas and guess what?!

"We say thankyou! We say thankyou! We say thankyou thankyou thankyou!" etcetc.

Did more crazy cheers in the public and man, there was a hugeeeee crowd that night at Tampines!

We were making such a big commotion in that stampede and attracted lots of attention!

After that, we went into the pasar malam and did another "We say hello!"

Crazy aren't we?!

Continued our way back to the CPF building and when we passed by KFC, that's when we were really mad.

We did the "Oh peh som" cheer and went "Bouncy bouncy smack smack, I'm gonna give you a heart attack!!" and so on!

Ran away like sheeps again after that!

After that, we are officially the "Skelto Gongcha 'Choir' Crew"!

Went around singing to our fellow lovely GLs and cheering like crazy freshies.

Did cheers from others empires too and took turns with people from other empires to teach each other our empire cheers!

It was fantastic. Every second of it.

Time flew really fast and in a blink of an eye, it was already 2am.

Cabbed back home with my fellow GL, Samantha, and her friend.

I felt so much love during FOC.

Our fellow GLs and freshies have really touched my heart.

I'm missing Skelto already.

Although the the facebook Skelto group is really hype at this moment.

I'm literally receiving at least 1 email per second!

So looking forward to future outings with Skelto and I'm sure there will be tons!

They're already planning Sentosa on the upcoming saturday, huge dinner group on first day of school, and movie soon!

Skelto! OH PEH SOM!

黑瓜子 Wa! 白瓜子 Wa Wa! 黑瓜子黑瓜子黑瓜子 Wa!

Walaooooooo!

Bouncy Bouncy Smack Smack! I'm gonna give you a heart attack!

Heart attack! BOOM!

Love you guys, Skelto!

2011-03-26T22:15:00.003+08:00

OMGGG this is superbly hilarious! Totally a must-watch!

I liked the part when the man went "Arrr duiiii".

Alright, soooo I guess I'll just blog about today! Forgot what I had been doing the past few days.

So, I woke up today to realise that I had fallen ill.

Realising that Rachael would be arriving in about 3 hours time, I pulled myself out of bed and went to take panadol with 2 slices of bread.

After that, tossed and turned in pain on the sofa until I finally fell asleep.

Woke a couple of times and finally got up when the throbbing in my head had stopped miraculously. Thanks to panadol.

So then Rachael arrived and we cycled down to East Coast Park.

Jeez how crowded it was today! Never try blading at ECP on a weekend. The crowd kills.

There was this woman who shouted at me "Move la!!"

I just stood there in my blades, staring at her.

I honestly felt like pushing her bike over but there was a kid on it.

Rachael still couldn't blade so she had quite a rough time.

She gave up after falling over twice and went back to cycling while I continued.

I was still an amateur and blading through the crowd was goddamn stressful.

After that, we got really tired and headed back home.

And yea, my butt is still aching from the falls!

2011-03-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

So... I've been spammed with the same question recently, "Why are you always wearing the same necklace?"
And then there are people who actually asked if that's the only accessory I have!
Like, come on. Whoever knows me should know I cannot survive with only a single accessory.
Alright, I know I may sound like a freak but the necklace kinda gives me luck.
Works like a rabbit foot you know.
Almost everyone has their own lucky charm. Don't criticise on mine.

Haven't been updating my blog recently huh! Super tired recently.
Well for today, worked at Haus of Patisserie from 11.30 till 4.30.
Iris was supposed to get off at 2.30 but we decided to hang out after my work. So she stayed till my shift ended.
After work, we headed over to my house, took a shower and went out for shopping!
Honestly, I haven't been shopping for a longgggg time. We needed to get jeans for work anyway.
Spent about 100bucks today which may seem pretty okay but DAMN, money is hard to earn alright!!
Jeez I spent A HUNDRED BUCKS. How hard I had to work for that kinda money.
The same can't be said for those spoilt kids who can get all the money they wanted from their parents.
But at least I didn't spend on stuffs that weren't worth. So, I guess that's a pretty good reason not to dwell on it.
Oh well, gonna work harder and earn more cash for my poly life!
Adult fare is robbery you know.

2011-03-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

Hello, I'm super lazy to upload about 100 photos of my roadshow @ Funan with Becca.
To view, add me on facebook, lots of epic shots are uploaded there!

I am also pretty much exhausted right now so I'll blog when I have the time!

2011-03-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

And you could've guessed it, I was bored at work again so I whipped out my phone and snapped away!
I got bored with it soon after and started editting them. The one above is my best creation yet :D

Well, IT Fair March 2011 was pretty shit. They had a few levels for the IT fair and it was bloody huge.
Huge, but not huge enough. The halls, especially the one I was working at 4th floor, was super super packed.
I totally regretted wearing open toes shoes for the 4 days. People stepped on my feet almost everytime I stepped into the stampede!
Sales were better than Sitex 2010. So its a pretty good improvement for me.

The last day was the dope.
Five of us - Jinyi, Rachael, Wanying, Kaiwen and I went for supper!
Macs was the only restaurant opened then so we had no choice. Pretty enjoyable if it wasn't for our tired eyes and aching feet.
When we were heading out, I swear I am the biggest fool in the world.
I was looking down at my phone, trying to paste my screen protector on.
Apparently I didn't see the shutter infront of me and I banged right into it!
The staffs closed the damned shutter just right at the level of my forehead!
I could've swore I heard people in the Macs laughing at the joke scene.
The restaurant was PACKED. So I'm sure lots of people saw me crashing into the damned shutter.
I can totally imagine what those people were doing right after.
Twitter: HAHAHAHHA SOMEONE CRASHED INTO THE SHUTTER!!
Facebook: HAHAHAHHA SOMEONE CRASHED INTO THE SHUTTER!!

My head still hurts now. It ain't funny. Okay, kinda.

2011-03-12T00:43:00.003+08:00

11th March 2011, Friday, was just about another bad day of my life.

I was supposed to meet Rachael and Jinyi at 10am.
I'll be damned. I overslept. Woke up at about quarter to 10.
I quickly rushed with my preparation and out the door, until when I reached the mrt, I realised I forgot my wallet.
So the really forgetful me, had to walk back home to retrieve my wallet.
Afterwhich, I had troubles with my eyeliner. Took me forever to draw a perfect line today.
Finally reached Suntec at about 11.30.
As usual, a bitch-slut was trying to agitate me. She has a problem.
Then there were lots of new promoters today. Too many. I couldn't even get enough sales with the competition around.
I only managed to get 3 sales. Lousy ones.
Saw some people I didn't really want to see. Brought back hurtful memories that I wanted to forget.
As if my day wasn't going to get any worse, the food was disgusting, the aircon was freezing.
I almost lost my wallet also but luckily David found it for me.
I was on the verge of breaking down by the end of the day.

And then, pig said he was coming to fetch me.

He's such a huge comfort to me. He was ill, yet he still came all the way to fetch me home, knowing that I had a bad day.
He's warmth gave me strength. And his hugs made me feel like everything's going to be alright.
Holding my hand, silently telling me that he'll be there for me.
I'll never ask for anything else. I just want pig by me.

2011-03-09T13:34:00.002+08:00

Working @ Haus of Patisserie is awesome!
Well, first of all, Hilary is a super nice, cute and friendly boss. She's like a friend to me!
The environment is fantastic. Hilary probably spent a bomb on the decor.
Well, even though our job is pretty much everything instead of just a server, I enjoy it very much!
Hilary also trusted us alot. Enough to leave the entire shop under our care.
So at times, there would be no one incharge of the shop except for me!
Hilary would let us bring back some cake or sandwiches. Which are totally mouth-watering!
They have the best oreo cheesecake in town. Every bite is like a sin.

Well, so yesterday afternoon I was alone in the shop again.
I had everything done too quickly so I ended up sitting at the counter with nothing to do.
So.. what do you do when you're in a shop alone with nothing to do?
Well, I whipped out my phone and started snapping photos!!

After I got sick of it (feeling kinda ego), I browse through the pictures and sent one of them to pig!

Tadaaaaa! It was supposed to make him laugh because he's been really stressed recently.
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... Sent me straight up into heaven :D
Isn't pig just the cutest thing ever?!

2011-03-04T19:55:00.003+08:00

Our 2nd cycling day!
Well, Iris came over at about 2pm. We were all pumped for our cycling outing!
To our dismay, it started raining hippos and elephants.
So, we hanged around at our house till it stopped raining.
Left my house about 5 and headed towards ECP!
I'm sure we took a lesser travelling time compared to our first sports day.
Well, first we cycled to the hawker and bought some stuffs.
Headed towards Bedok Jetty where we enjoyed the breeze and sunset!

Well, due to time constrain, we headed back home at about 7.
Our first cycling journey had been tiring, considering that I haven't cycled in awhile.
But this time, it was much better :] Feel so successful!

And there, our happy and contented faces says it all!

2011-03-02T20:27:00.005+08:00

Been spending the past few days on sport activities!
Well, after I stopped with table-tennis, the size of my belly gradually increased and it shows no sign of stopping!
Imma put a stop to this and work my way towards small thighs and arms and a flat tummy!
Well, let's just say I want to lose weight while enjoying it. I mean, who enjoys being on a diet?!
So Iris and I and sometimes yongfang, went swimming, cycling, basketball, whatever fun sports we could think of!
And yea, I had almost forgotten how much I enjoyed sports.
The environment really influences you a lot. What kind of person you are, what kind of things you do, etc.
Previously, all I ever did was shopping, admiring pretty stuffs, and trying to look nice.
I was pretty much a digusting bimbotic person, who had nothing better to do with her life.
I use the word was, because I ain't gonna be that kinda useless and worthless bum anymore.
Well, I would probably still enjoy shopping. But then Iris and Yongfang led me into remembering who I was.
That kinda happy and cheery Jasline who enjoyed sporty activities, even if it means getting all tired, dirty and sweaty.
Doing everything with all my heart, treasuring every single blessing I have presently.

I never felt so much like myself ever since the past few years of secondary school.
Many things had happened recently. But thanks to these experiences, I feel like I've grown a little more.
I wouldn't really call them awful. They are much more of a lesson, a gift.
I thank God, for all the blessings He'd showered me with, for the chances He'd given me.
I've learnt how to give and take, how to treasure and how to let go.
I've learnt what was worth what was not, what was love and what was hate.
I've learnt not the worry about my past - The people I once loved, the things I once had.
There's a reason why they didn't make it to my future.
I treasure the present.
The past is just a passing phase of life. I don't regret, I don't hate.
I threw it all away, they aren't worth my worry and concern anymore.
Looking forward to another sporty day tomorrow!

2011-02-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

I wish you could be here to hold me and wipe the tears from my eyes and tell me everything will be okay.

2011-02-16T15:54:00.003+08:00

My Becca girl looks alright with her fringe pinned up right?!
She was worried she looked horrible!

I despise pig's height. There's this pair of awesome booties but I cannot wearrrrrrrrr!!
The problem of being too tall! If only I was short short short so I can wear all kinds of heels and wedges.
Oh well, school's going to start in like 2 months time! Sounds long but time flies when you're having fun.
And because of too much fun and FOOD, I'm gaining weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man, I totally need to start exercising to keep in shape. Else, sooner or later I'm going to become as round as a ball.

2011-02-08T17:01:00.002+08:00

I've made my first cover song! Since only my first cover, I don't expect that I would do well.
Made a few mistakes here and there. Either I sang the wrong lyrics or I wasn't following the beat and etc.
Oh well, here's Everytime We Touch by Cascada, sung by yours truly, dedicated to my dear pig!

2011-02-02T01:58:00.003+08:00

This is probably going to be my last post.
Gonna keep myself away from the cyber world as much as possible!
Well, besides online shopping of course.

Days recently are either full of fun or full of drama.
Can't really remember what happened the previous few weeks so I'm just gonna simply blog anything I can remember!
Well, Brandon had been working the past few days. Took over his job for a few hours 'cause he needed to attend school.
And yea, aside from him being the sweetest thing ever, I don't really recall much!

Rebecca dear is ill. I seriously seriously hope that she gets well soon.
It must be so horrible to fall badly ill, whats more during the CNY period.
Pray that she recovers real soon!

2011-01-27T18:57:00.003+08:00

MissyBella's

Yes! I'm here to advertise for MissyBella!
Well, according to my stats, I do have quite a few secret readers!
So for you secret readers, do get down to MissyBella's cafe!
The pricing there is pretty cheap. Two big wraps with fries costs only 8plus bucks!
For a even better deal, buy anything @ Candle and receive a $5 Voucher for MissyBella!
Crazy or what? So for my meal, I only spent 3 ridiculous dollars!!
For all crazy pillow lovers, it's like a pillow heaven over there.
There's shopping, music, good food, comfortable ambience. What else can you ask for?!

2011-01-20T11:37:00.002+08:00

I'm getting sick of hearing all the "FML FML FML"s.

"Oh I'm hungry, FML."
"There's a traffic jam, FML."
"I have no money, FML."

You really want your life to be fucked up?
Unless you're one of those kids in the above photo, then shut the fuck up.
Selfish and inconsiderate people who only cares about themselves and never ever gave a thought for those kids who didnt even have the money to buy a grain of rice.
You have clothes, food, shelter. Seriously, FUCK YOUR LIFE?
These people are so screwed up. Arrogant yet pitiful.

2011-01-02T01:44:00.002+08:00

New Year Resolutions

Bid farewell to all the unhappiness in 2010.
Get into TJC. Absolutely.
Study hard and work towards success.
Lose all those fat around my belly.
And around my thigh too.
Stop sleeping so much.
Eat more.
Ugh this is going nowhere.
I'll just wish that year 2011 will be a better year.
Looking forward to new school, new faces, and much more laughter!

2011-01-01T16:56:00.010+08:00

Ughhhhhhh so lazy to update recently! Here are some overdue photos!

MacSquare Kbox

Met up with Chelsea - Shopping in town till around 6 - Clarke Quay Liang Court Partyworld Kbox till 9 - Met up with Becca - Cab to Parkway - Met up with Brandon at Macs - Cab home.

Christmas Shopping

Met up with Chelsea & Becca - Somerset & Orchard - Train down to Cityhall - Met up with Brandon - Farewell to Chelsea and Becca - Dinner with Brandon - Home.

New Year 2011

I really felt love from my sisters yesterday.
As usual, I was abandoned and forgotten by my friends.
My friends, I treat them even better than how I treat my family.
In return, I'm being left behind most of the time.
Replying a text is apparently too much for them.
Yes, I can be there for my friends when they need me. Anytime, anywhere.
But I hate being taken for granted.
Sitting on my bed thinking about how I was abandoned, while everyone is out partying and celebrating new year.
My sisters caught my tears. They brought me out with them and elder sis's friends to watch the fireworks.
Only then did I realised how wrong I was.
Dad was right. Friends are friends, but friends can easily become enemies. However, family will always be family.
My friends are so important to me. But since I ain't and never will be of the same importance to them, then heck it.
It's a new year. I want a brand new beginning. For me, for my family, for my friends.

HAPPY YEAR 2011!!

2010-12-20T22:10:00.004+08:00

2010-12-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

Yesssss I changed the layout of my blog! (Motivated by Rebecca)
Well, I love the skin, so probably won't be changing it ever.

Life has been pretty much awesome, except a few troubles I'm having with my family.
Dad wants me to go take a look at the polytechnics so I guess I would probably go down for the open houses at SP and TP.
For all I know, SP's open house is from 6-8 Jan.
Dad's been asking me about what I'm going to do in the future.
Truthfully, I have no idea. If I can't get into a JC, I'll probably go for accountancy/interior design/business/suicide.
But if I were to get into a JC (a miracle or something similar happened), I would go for law/accountancy/business in Uni.
This is bullshit. If only I were born the richest person in the world.

Oh well, I shall enjoy my life right now and worry 'bout that later.
All these thinking and decision-making is tiring out my poor brain.
Pig is back from his trippppp. Hoping to see him tomorrow!

Won't be updating blog so frequent anymore.
Back in the days when exams and tests ruled our lives, I would find all means to escape from that hell. So, I come to blogger. Geek.
Life's been fantastic right now. So instead of wasting my awesome life infront of the keyboard and typing away on blogger, I shall go partyyyy!

2010-12-11T22:35:00.001+08:00

What to blog about.
My life has been great ever since you came along.
Everything's perfect with you around.

2010-12-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

Funan IT show has finally come to an end!
Met some really great people who are cute/friendly/crazy.
Damn, so going to miss them after today. In fact, I miss them already!

Sales weren't good for me. Only sold 3 Mac airs and 1 itouch sale that chelsea gave me.
So my total pay should probably be $182.98 for this IT show.

After work on the second day, walked to Suntec with Chelsea who left afterwards to meet Dexter.
Met up with Jaron, Brandon and Sheena after their work and all of us headed to East Coast Park to ton.
Reached home at around 7am the next day and heck, I have work at 11am.
Overslept and was late for work. Only had 2 hours of sleep and was super blur when working!
I'm never going to ton the whole night again, especially when there's work the next day!

Today was the last day of work. Spammed lots of photos with the photobooth!
Even printed out some photos from the printing thingy there!

After work, went down to Paya Lebar to meet Brandon and we went to have dinner.
Jaron came not long after and the both of them went for movie after sending me to kembangan.

And yea, here are the photos with effectswe spammed during work.
Got scolded a few times but I can't help it! It's sooooo fun!

The one above, we had it printed out :D
I didnt manage to bluetooth to my phone the other 2 we printed out though.

Well overall, the IT show was pretty fun and the people are friendly!
So gonna miss them!

2010-12-03T09:04:00.002+08:00

Cancelled work on wednesday and went to do soft rebonding with becca!
I thought it was pretty okay, just that my hair is quite flat now. That was what I was afriad of.
Well after that, went to Tampines for dinner with Becca.
Went our seperate ways after. She went home and I went down to aranda to find my lovely cca mates!

Yesterday was my first day of work at the Funan IT show.
It totally sucked. I had NO sales at all! NONEEEEEE!
I'm sure it isn't because I suck at sales, Chelsea didn't have any sales at all either.
There were no customers and we were all bored at work.
So Chelsea and i kept playing with the photobooth and laughing our butts out!
After work, Dexter came over to fetch Chelsea and they were going for dinner with his friends.
So I left first and went to downtown to find my cca mates again.
Not long after, I went off with Iris who had to go home that night.
Waited at Pasir Ris train station for Brandon to get off from work then went down to Paya Lebar to meet him!
Bused down to his house and I waited downstairs his condo for him to bathe and everything.
So he's like clean and neat while I'm still in my working clothes!
Went to parkway to play pool! I totally sucked at that.
But Brandon was being really nice trying to teach me how to play!
Until when it was about 12plus almost 1, he sent me home. Thank you!

Have to go for work real soon!

2010-12-01T00:40:00.002+08:00

Had work @ Suntec banquet today!!
It's not really banquet for today. Kinda like a coffee and tea reception. Really slack job.
Met up with Sheena and Jolene and trained down together.
During the coffee and tea thingy, all we had to do was clear their plates and cups.
Met some really cool people like Brandon and Mr.J. We call him Mr.J cause his name is hard to remember hahaha!
After that, we had to clean the forks and wine glasses. Which was really stupid.
Like hey, we're waitresses. Why do we have to do such chores?!?!?
So we spent like a few hours cleaning the forks and wine glasses with smelly rags.
When everything was done, all of us just slacked in the room with nothing to do.
Until when they had to do some table setting in a tiny room. When we're done, we slacked in the room again!!
It's just so slack I can't stand it. Prefer to work banquet!
When the in-charge saw that we were all just slacking around, he chased us home at 10 instead of 11.
I didn't want to go home just yet so me, sheena and brandon went to kembangan to hang around.
Until when it was about 12, sheena had to catch her last train.
Sent them off to the station and walked back home again.

Truthfully, I'm afraid of walking home alone in the middle of the night.
Don't know why but it freaks me out! Especially since kembangan is ulu with lots of weird people.

2010-11-29T23:43:00.001+08:00

I just think I have the cutest daddy!

2010-11-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

SITEX 2010 had officially ended.
4 days in a row, 10 hours of standing and talking. Not much fun eh?
But it's the people around there that makes all the exhaust and pain go away.

First day of work, woke up at around 7.30 and met Jinyi at tanahmerah station.
Trained down to expo and met the rest at our booth.
Our booth was actually only one small part of the entire booth! And its at some ulu corner so there were not much sales there.
Then Eris came to me, Jinyi, Wanqi and Wanying and told us that we were going to transfer to another bigger ASUS booth because they were short of promoters.
When we got there, most of the other promoters were so unfriendly.
Really hated it there and even thought of going back to our previous booth.
But the sales at the new booth was really good! Oh well, we just stayed there for the commission!
So in the 10 hours, I only sold 1 friggin' netbook!!!!!
To the hell with the promoters who keep stealing my customers.
To add on to the torture, the food was pretty bad. Like yea. We don't even have a proper place to have our meals.
We ended up having our meals on the floor and we looked like that kinda construction workers.
Furthermore, everyone could watch us eating! All the customers!
When the day ended, my leg was super how-you-feel-when-you-stand-for-10-hours.
When home, had a good bath and slept after getting something to eat. It was around 1-2am.

2nd day of work, woke at around 7.30 as usual and met Jinyi.
Sold 5 noteboks for that day which was much better as compared to my first day.
People were unfriendly as usual. Except a few who are pretty nice!
Food was lousy. Legs were dying. I was dying.
The day ended, went home, took a bath and slept after getting something to eat.

3rd day of work, woke and met Jinyi.
Sold 6 notebooks and I was pretty satisfied with my sales although it isn't really very much.
ASUS is pretty hard to sell, unlike hp and acer!
Sneaked off to find Chelsea and Becca at times during work! I was "going to toilet" though!
After work, went to get supper with Chelsea and Rebecca @ Changi Airport.
Hanged around until it was about 11.30 when we thought we could still catch the last train.
Sent Rebecca off to her bus stop and Chelsea and I headed towards the MRT station.
Fortunately for us, we caught the last train to tanahmerah.
UNFORTUNATELY for me, I missed the last train to kembangan!!!!!!
Chelsea bused home from tanahmerah and I had to take cab.
Walked down to the cab stand expecting a line of cabs but there were NO CABS!
Ended up calling for one which cost me even more but I was pretty lucky I boarded the cab at 11.58pm so no midnight charges!

Final day of work! Same as the previous mornings.
Sold only 5 notebooks today. Super disappointed since I was targetting at 10.
Had quite a lot of fun with Jinyi, Wanqi and Wanying today! They're such sweet and cute people!
Goodbyes were sad. I hated that part.
And desperate guys who were asking for numbers because it was the last day of the fair.
Overall it was okayyyyyyyyyy. Met quite a few old friends which felt pretty good!
Can't wait for the next IT fair! Maybe I'll be able to see them the next time and get their contact!

Now waiting for the upcoming jobs!
Banquet @ Suntec
IT show @ Funan
Gonna have a gooooooooooood looooooooooooooooong sleep tonight!!

2010-11-23T19:42:00.003+08:00

Have been going out everyday recently. Really tired because I didn't get my 10hours of sleep per day!
Went for trainings for the past few days. Got to be well prepared for the IT show and earn lots of commisions!!!
Spent quite a lot of shopping recently too. Need to cut down on my expenditure.

On monday met Brandon and Keith with Jinyi and went for training together at Burlington.
Then trained down to Funan and sat around at Macs until around seven or so when we had our briefing.
Met really cute and friendly people like Chloe!
Today was training for another IT show @ Funan 2-5 Dec with Chelsea.
It was pretty much a useful training because our employer taught us all we needed to know to be a top salesman! Or in our case, saleswoman!
I'm sure working as a promoter for IT is very tough.
Especially since you will be competing with the other part-timers for commision.
Also need to study the selling points of the products. Like exam all over again.
Well I'm both looking forward and not looking forward to it.
It will be a new experience and I want to see how well I can do in sales! $$ too!
But standing there for around 8-10 hours, you can really kill your legs.
Not only that, but you also have to speak continuously. Imagine talking on and on for hours until you can't feel your tongue anymore!
Prefer working for F&B. Gonna look for more jobs at F&B!

So watch out for me @ SITEX 2010 selling ASUS products and @ Funan 2-5 Dec selling Apple products! *wink*

2010-11-20T23:16:00.003+08:00

Had a great shopping day with Chelsea babe today!
Met her at around 4 @ tampines and we went to withdraw money plus update my bankbook.
I was supposed to get my pay for last week but I only received half of what I should get.
There must be something wrong with the transaction or something. Told my employer and she said she will check on Monday!
After that we headed to the foodcourt at T1. Chelsea had her lunch while I ate chendol! Yum!
Then we trained down to bugis to change my customer's item but fail. Walked abit to look at bags then we decided to go to town!
Trained to Somerset and shopped @ 313 awhile for shoes. Didn't buy anything though.
Chelsea suggested to go to this bag shop at Cineleisure, where she bought herself a bag. I bought a bag too myself!
Changed into our bags and then we went to walk around Scape. Saw lots of cool dancers gahhhh!
Then we walked by a flea market by blogshops and we decided to walk around.
Bought a highwaist shorts each and then we decided that it was too effing hot down there so we left!
Walked back to 313 and had our dinner there! It was already about 9.30 when we were finished.
We then took a stop to Orchard and rushed to Far East Plaza. Most shops were already closed or starting to close though.
I bought a pair of shoes and then we trained back home.

2010-11-20T12:01:00.002+08:00

Woke up early today! My grandmother came over, couldn't sleep anymore!
Probably going salon later with Chelsea! Well, hopefully she's free to accompany me.
It's raining super heavily now. Thunder thunder thunder GAHHH!!

Yesterday met Sheena at kembangan platform at around 1pm.
That woman was super cute!! She was so excited on her first day of work, she reached there at about 12.30!
So trained down to Suntec Convention Centre, went up to office to register sheena as a banquet waitress.
After, we went to look for a black straight skirt for sheena.
Went back to the staff place, got our T passes and blazer, changed, then went for a walk around since we still had time.
From convention centre, we walked allllllllll the way in our painful shoes to carrefour just to buy drinks!!!
Then walked all the way back to convention centre, had our meals in the staff canteen and then we went up to our briefing hall.
After briefing, it was time for work!
I was so disappointed when I wasn't assigned to a table because all the tables had been assigned to other waiters and waitresses.
So in the end, Sheena and I took charge of the bar area.
It was so damn bloody tough!! We had to continuously run in and out to refill all the jugs and drop off the dirty plates and stuffs.
They were all super heavy and we had to walk back and forth in our painful shoes continuously for about 6 hours or so.
After the guest left, me and sheena stayed for OT!
Had to clear all the stuffs - tablecloths, glasses, the spinning thingy on the table and blablabla.
Man, those were heavy!! Everything was heavy and it was difficult for a weakling like to me carry those stuffs!
Had supper, cleared a bit more and we were off work!
Shared a cab with the people staying around my area and finally reached home at around 2am!

Now I'm so tired I have no appetite to eat anything. Shall go get some more sleep!

2010-11-18T12:13:00.002+08:00

So far holidays have been quite a bore for me.
My two babes are busy spending time with their lovers!!
Oh well. I guess I'm just a lonely girl who will be spending christmas alone again this year!

On monday, right after Rebecca's and Chelsea's bio paper, I met them outside of school.
Rebecca was going to Justin's house so Chelsea and I bus-ed to Chelsea's house.
Waited for Chelsea to bathe and dress up and then we took a shuttle bus from her condo to tampines.
We were going to this salon somewhere in Tampines but we had no idea how to get there.
So we tried to walk there with the help of a picture of the map I took from a website.
Walked for about 15mins or so and we finally found it! Smart girls, ain't we?!
Chelsea had her hair dyed and when she was done, it was already past seven.
Met some weird guys who had nothing better to do. Seriously, singapore guys should find better ways to spend their time.
I couldn't remember the way back but smartass Chelsea remembered. So she led the way back!
Went to dine at foodcourt when Dexter, Rebecca and Justin came along.
After our meals, we didn't know where to go until either Rebecca or Justin suggested to go the rooftop!
So all of us went to T1 rooftop to sit around and pass time.

It started to get pretty boring after awhile and someone suggested to play a CHINESE game.
No idea why it had to be chinese but I suggested the game "接龙".
Played for awhile until it was about 10plus when the security came to chase us away.

Have been staying at home quite a number of days so far. Really need to get out.
Hope I can take up dance lessons with Chelsea! So we have to workworkwork and get the money first!
Working tomorrow with Sheena!!

2010-11-13T12:15:00.004+08:00

I'm awake so early today!!! I thought I would probably sleep till 2pm or 3pm because of work yesterday.
Mum woke me up cause she was talking too lously as usual and I couldn't go back to sleep.

Yesterday, had my chemistry paper1 from 8am to 9pm. LAST PAPER!
So I woke at around 6 in the morning and headed to school.
Physics people went around telling Bio people how our Os ends that day! Too bad for the Bio students, their Os end on Monday!!
Well after the paper, had to run some errands before I could go home to get ready for work.
When I reached home, it was already around 10 plus 11.
Took a quick shower, waited for my hair to dry, ate some breakfast, got ready and off I went to meet Rachael!
It was so embarrassing because we were supposed to alight @ Paya Lebar and take the circle line but we missed our stop cause we were talking!
So we had to take a stop backwards and then train down to Esplanade.
First, we went to the bank to open a savings account for Rachael.
Then we headed to the office to register Rachael as a banquet waitress and tied our hair into buns.
To my horror, we had to use the bun nettings!! Looked like some old aunty.
Then because there were other people there who just registered too, the lady in charge told me to bring them to collect our passes!
Justin showed me around once so I still wasn't very sure my way around.
So apparently we walked around trying to find our way and I was so embarrassed because I was supposed to show them the way!
In the end, they found the big white christmas tree and I knew how to walk from there.
We entered the staff place, switched our student passes or ICs for our Temp pass, got our uniform and changed into it.
After, a lady brought us up to this hall which looks super nice!
Rebecca and Justin and Lyndsey came awhile later and had our meals in containers but it was pretty good actually.
All of us were split up into different groups under different captains. Was really upset about it because I didn't know anyone around!
We sat at the classy air-conditioned hall forever! There was no one to talk to because everyone had their own friends in the same group and it will be pretty awkward if I talked to them.
Then this aunty and a malay guy started talking to me. Asking me lots of questions.
So I was pretty relieved at least there was someone to talk to. I was going crazy.
But they suddenly disappeared and I had no idea where they went! Once again, I was alone.
Until FINALLY, they said that we could go. Because there were a few hundreds of us, we had to queue for the lift.
So I, being alone, felt like an idiot standing there with everyone but no one to talk to.
Tried to text Rebecca but that babe seldom checks her phone!
Then we finally got into the lift, went to the 6th floor to put our bags, put on our table-cloth-looking aprons and we're in!

The banquet hall was magnificent! It was big and grand and.. cold!
It was freezing but we couldn't wear any jacket over our uniform.
Byron, my captain, briefed us abit on to-dos and not-to-dos. But I couldn't really get him cause there were so many tall people blocking me!
So I gave up trying to listen to him and started talking to this girl beside me, Swee Mun.
She's such a dear! Apparently we were on the same boat, alone in the group with no one to talk to. So we became friends just like that :D
We asked to be assigned to the tables next to each other so that we could work together!
Buttttttttttt, the both of us were still not sure of what to do! So I tried to ask around for more information because I surely didn't want to screw up on my first day of work!
Then there were two guys, both year 1 in poly and were assigned to the tables next to ours.
They were soooooooooo friendly and nice! Yuxuan and Ez if I'm not wrong.
The customers started arriving not long after and all of us began to be busy!
When it was time to pick up the dishes, god they were all so heavy!
There was this one dish which the plate was super hot!
I wasn't able to carry that hot and heavy dish and I was at a loss.
Then there was this guy, don't know what his name is though. He offered to help me since he had a big tray.
He was so sweet! He helped me to carry it all the way to my table! Really couldn't thank him enough!
Then there were lots of other times when Ez and Yuxuan helped me too! Uber nice people!
The four of us somehow coordinated with each other, helping each other's tables when our own table was free of duties.
There were performances and because the theme of the dinner and dance was "Fright Night" or something, everyone came in halloween costumes!
The whole event was extremely awesome and extravagant! Too bad I couldn't snap any photos ]:
My working shoes totally killed my feet and I had to tolerate the pain throughout the entire night.
There's alot more to work yesterday actually, but I can't possibly type it all out.

All in all, work was great! Met lots of wonderful people and I love them all!
After work, went to collect bag and return our passes together with Swee Mun.
Then, met up with Rachael with with her and I trained back with Rachael while Swee Mun went the other way.
Came back home and everyone was already on bed! Took a quick bath and off I went to bed!

Decided to skip work today since no one was going with me. Besides, my poor feet is aching so badly.
But still, I'm really looking forward to working next week with all the dears I met yesterday!
They're the ones who made work really fun. Such sweets!

2010-11-11T17:50:00.002+08:00

Alright now for a short update and then I'll hit the books for the last time!
Went for physics paper 1 today from 8am to 9am. It's stupid to wake up so early, go to school for an hour and come back home.
Anyway, I conked out in the middle of the paper. I was getting dizzy spells and I felt like throwing up.
So I quickly scan through each question and picked any answer just like that. Then I rested my head on the table and went to sleep.
I know I'm screwing the paper up but I already did for my paper 2 so whatever.
Went home and walked slower than usual because I was afraid I would faint.
Reached home at around 10 and went to bed immediately! Slept till around 11 or so.
Woke up, ate some noodles and then out again with my mother!
Trained and cabbed to some building, hand in some form, then cabbed and trained back.
So home again, bathed, ate some rice, then out I go again to meet Rachael!
She bought her pumps for work, which is the same as mine! Bought a dress myself :D
Walked abit and then we went home since my wallet was already empty.
Saw so many things I wanted!! But don't have the money just yet.
I swear I'll go on fabulous shopping sprees like a fabulous shopaholic with my fabulous friends real soon!

2010-11-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

I've been blogging pretty frequently recently. I guess anything beats hitting the books!
Chinese was pretty much easy today. Hopefully I'll be able to get my A1 this time.
After papers, went to lunch with Rachael, Jinyi and Dexter.
They're such a cute bunch! I never fail to smile whenever they're around!

The next three days are going to be busy for me!
Tomorrow after physics paper 1 from 8am-9am, I get some time to rest at home.
But in the afternoon, I have to accompany my mum to somewhere. No idea where.
Then after that I'll be meeting up with dear Rachael to buy her working shoes!
Yessssss she'll be working with me on friday!
Then on friday, it's gonna be chemistry paper 1 (last paper, finally) from 8am to 9am.
Then home for bath, meal and dress up and off to my first day of work! Then there's work on saturday too!
I'm still looking for another job though since my current one is super flexible.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's 2 more papers! 2 more papers!!
And then I'm free free free free freeeeeeeeeeeeee. Finally.
Can't wait for pulau ubin trip, roaming around the city, eating good food, and muchmuch fabulous shopping after I get my pay!
Oh and definitely, certain chalets and outings that I'm looking forward to!
Life will be so good.

2010-11-08T19:21:00.004+08:00

In case you're wondering, no that's not me. Tumblr image!

So today was a tiring day. I'm glad I finally got to hang out with Rebecca and Chelsea dears after such a long time!
Social Studies today wasn't good. Nuh-uh. Paper was from 8am to 9.30am.
After the paper, walked down with the usual dears and met Chelsea and Rebecca outside the underground passage.
Then the three of us bus-ed to Justin's house cause we were going for job interview!
Everyone was in normal clothes except for me and Chelsea. We were still in our uniform.
Then together with Justin, Justin's brother, Justin's sister and her boyfriend, the 7 of us bus-ed to Suntec Co.... something something centre.
Apparently we reached there when the people went out for lunch!
So then the 7 of us headed to some food court at another side and had our meal there.
After that they walked around buying drinks and stuff, then we settled down at starbucks where Justin briefed us. He works there so yea.
Then we headed back up to the office where we, me and Justin's sister and her boyfriend, filled up application forms.
More briefings by some guy, probably the head or something. And finally we were done!
Justin then brought us all around, showed us where to get our blazers and staff pass.
The staff place is pretty creepy!! Some ulu ulu corridors and staircases. You'll never catch me walking alone around those places!
Then after everything was done, goodbyes and we went our seperate ways.
It was my first time taking circle line today! Expected cool stuffs but to my disappointment, there was nothing extroadinary. Poo.
Chelsea and I went to Tampines for awhile to get some stuffs then Pasir Ris where we bought ourselves a couple of Cotton On bags.
It was almost 6.30pm by then and we were all tired! At least I was.
My legs were dying, like an old woman. So amazed at how energetic Chelsea was after a long day!

2010-10-15T11:00:00.004+08:00

When I embedded the MV of "Just A Dream" onto my blog, I didn't actually watched the whole video.
I just did. And it made me cry.
"If you ever loved somebody, put your hands up."

I came down with fever yesterday evening.
But after a panadol and a good long rest, I feel much better this morning.
I gained 2 kg last month. So from 45, I became 47.
But recently I went to measure my weight again and I was back to 45.
My weight keeps going up and down. There must be something wrong with me.

Today's the last day of school.
Not counting the days we will have to return to take our Os.
And yea, I skipped school again today.

Wishing all Olevel candidates all the best!

2010-10-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

Today had been super tough for me!
Came to school with an aching tummy and no it isn't cramp nor stomachache.
Cold sweat kept breaking out cause it's really damn friggin' painful!
Skipped a few last lessons again today and went home.
Dearest Rebecca and Chelsea was sooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet they sent me home! Thanks much much much babes!
Well after that mum took me to the doctor's because I have been coughing for about 2 months now.
Running nose too for about a month plus.
I thought I had some serious disease or something cause I tried taking lots of medicine but it just got worse.
Then the doctor told me it's an allergy! I am sensitive to dusts and blablabla which I realised quite long ago.
Hence my "illness" is so bad because the stupid lift upgrading programme.
Gave me some pills [Ohmygod I hate pills.]

I realised that I am super unhealthy this year.
I bet I've been to the doctor's over 5 times this year.
High fever, a few times actually. Flu, a few times also. Allergic to some disgusting anti-biotics, rash. Now allergic to the construction thingy, phlegm.
I so weak and fragile ]: And they say bloodtype O+ are the healthiest.
Bullshit.

12 days to Olevels

2010-10-08T22:12:00.005+08:00

I just took my medicine which stated, 'Non-drowsy'.
And now here I am feeling super tired and it's taking me lots of energy to type this post.

Was planning on skipping school today with Chelsea but in the end I still went.
Went over to 4B and hung around with Rachael Shihui for most lessons.
Shihui even helped me with my french braid! She tied until super nice!

I just realised that my hair is actually brown! :D

Weird when we started talking about paranormal stuffs!
When I was halfway through telling my experiences, the backdoor which was just behind Rachael suddenly opened.
All of us were super scared and jumped!
Well then it started raining. Lucky for us, the rain stopped when we were dismissed.
Walked down to MRT with Rachael, Jinyi, Shihui, and 2 of Jinyi's friends.
Started raping all of them with Rachael's hands! *Wink*
Rachael and Jinyi was going for lunch so I tagged along!

I was trying to study chemistry one night when suddenly everything else arounds me seemed super interesting.
I have no idea why but I suddenly realised that my bedsheet was pretty!
Furthermore, I actually snapped a few pictures of Nunu and my bed.
My brains must have went haywire after cramming too much chemisty in it. :/

Counting down

2010-10-05T16:48:00.002+08:00

Doesn't it suck to come home after a long and tiring day at school and there's mad loud drilling going on and your sister gives you a fucked up attitude for who-knows-what and it's so friggin' hot that the fan is useless even at the highest speed and your mother just won't switch on the air-conditioner and you realise you left your ipod at school and there's only 19 days left to Olevels and you're not at all ready for it?

2010-09-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty much a nice day for me. Until after school.
I was walking down to the MRT with Chelsea when we saw snails!
So we used sticks to poke the snails :] It amuses us, somehow.
Then suddenly, someone from behind pushed me and WHAM! My head hit the corner of the wall.
My friend, along with the others, was trying to push me towards the snail to scare me.
Apparently he used TOOOO much strength and I'm not an elephant either.
So it was a forceful push which caught me offguard and I hit the wall.
It was a pretty small injury on my scalp with a bit of blood but hey, it hurts alright!
After that I was kind of drowsy. Probably because it was painful and I was still shocked from the push!
Chelsea was being a wonderful babe and she accompanied me in taking train to kembangan cause she was worried I would faint.
Although she said that she was going to meet Dexter so can shunbian accompany me, I really appreciated it!

Rebecca babe is super ill!
Hope she gets well very soon!

27 days to Olevels.
I'm so screwed.
With 3 F9s and an L1r5 of 31, where the hell can I go?
I've let too many things distract me over the past few months.
For the remaining days, I'll shut myself out from the world.
No more blogging. No more facebook. No more hanging out. No more slacking around.
Only me, and my books.

18Sept @ Kite Festival

2010-09-19T23:19:00.005+08:00

Had planned to go to Kite Festival with Rebecca and Justin last saturday!
Was super super excited because I was looking forward to it all week!

Met Rebecca and Justin @ Bedok at around 2plus almost 3.
Headed down together to interchange and bus-ed down to some weird place.
Because we alighted not anywhere near the kite festival, we had to travel there by foot.
Saw a man wearing a 'Kite Festival' polo and we stalked him!
When we reached, it was really coooooooooooooooool!
Alot of people had already reached and the whole place was super crowded!
We tried to look for the booth which gave out goodie bags and we thought finished already.
So then we walked around and I snapped a few pictures!

Yea, there was a band in the middle of nowhere!

Cool buildings around us!

Awesome woman acting as a 'statue' [which moves]

Super cute baby infront of me and I can't help but take a picture!!

This man is awesomely awesome. He can actually do a single-hand-stand in that suit!

When we almost reached the other side of the kite festival, we found the booth which gave out free goodie bags!
And so we went to look for the end of the queue which was friggin' friggin' friggin' long!!!! Madness.
But lucky for us, the queue moved quickly!
When we were nearing the booth, the queue stopped moving 'cause the people had to restock!
So then I went to buy ice-cream for all of us from the Wall's icecream vendor!
There was this stupid man in green shirt who cut our queue!! Mad angry.
We queued for like super long and the man just cut infront!!!!! Scolded him but.. Whatever.

The queue is 20 times longer than this. Photo taken after about 20 mins! PS. Notice the man digging his nose? *wink*

And sooooooooo.. After queueing for forever under the hot sun, we finally got our goodie bags!
Super disappointed!!!
There was only a small tiny kite, a small bottle of plain water, a pack of tissue, and a stupid hat.

Then Chelsea came!!!
The both of us tried to fly the puny kite but it was a fail!
There's too many people around and too many kites in the air!!!
So then after 2-3 tries, we gave up and headed to the ntuc building for toilet to tie up our hair!
Went to 7eleven to get ourselves slurpees!
I accidentally spilled mine and while I went to wash my hand, Chelsea helped me refill and pay!
The people working in that 7eleven doesn't know anything :B

After that we decided to head for Marina Square which was quite a distance away!
We walked past a few buildings, through a hotel, and reached this open space.
Stopped there for awhile to rest and snapped pictures!

Justin randomly snapped this photo of his slurpee using my phone!

My cute babes!

Getting dark! Time to switch to night mode!

Caught an act cool picture of Justin and soooo....

I wanted to act cool too!!!! :DDD

Night mode is super laggy and hence the blur photos ]:

That blur thingy is actually me wrestling Chelsea!

Cute or what?!

Because it was getting dark, we continued our journey to Marina Square!
Walked past some really cool and awesome places which are super romantic!
I told my babes that one day, I shall have a boyfriend who will bring me to these places!
There were some blue poles on the way and Chelsea had this crazy idea.

That's me and Chelsea

And that's Chelsea solo!

A couple suddenly came up to us and asked Chelsea to help them take a photo.
After that, I decided that the background was super nice and I wanted to snap too!

♥

And on with our journey!!!

They told me to take a photo of their backview! So this is a fake candid!

Yea, we passed the Merlion!

Chelsea wants to jump. "Jump la!!"

Saw these place where a chinese "Guess the riddle" game is held and we took a seat there to rest!
When we decided that it was super hot there, we proceeded with our journey!
We even saw some stilt-walking people! [Is it called stilt-walking??] Anyway, they walk on sticks!
They were all in costumes and there was a Sun Wu Kong!

Walked through esplande, crossed an F1 race track and counted the steps that made up a flight of stairs!
When we finally reached Marina Square, we went to Justacia for dinner!
It was super crowded and we were lucky not having to wait long to get to our seats!

Awesome day with Chelsea, Rebecca and Justin!
Let's do it again some time :]

2010-09-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

My eldest sis, second sis, mum and dad. Cute glare from daddy :B

Days are boring recently.
My prelims is pretty much screwed up.
With 3 F9s, and probably hitting over 30 for my L1R5.
I'm only left with less than 40 days until my Os and I'm still slacking around.
I need to get my head into my studies!!
.
..
...
Well, maybe :B
Still hope that I'll be able to make it for night cycling with Ziyang and rest on friday!

Do I really look happy?
I just don't want to slow down because I'll start thinking about him.
I'm throwing away everything which belonged to us.
I know it's impossible to forget about you.
But at least, let all my pain and hurt be memories. Just memories.
I'm sure you've already moved on.
It's time I did too.
Even though it is so damn fucking difficult.
I have to learn to let go.
Holding on, missing, crying, all these must stop.
I will become the strong girl I used to be.

JASLINeverEliminated.

2010-09-14T18:29:00.004+08:00

Pissed.

Readers who stalk my blog everyday would've seen my previous ranting post which I deleted.
It's about a certain IT. [Using 'IT' because she/he would tell if it's a male or female!]
Well this time, I'm going to rant another post and keep it up here.
Apparently this it is a stalker of my blog.
Not only, but it is also a stalker of my LIFE.
Scary much?

It loves to go up to my friends and ask things about me.
Well fine. But I fucking hate the way it always look down on me.
Prolly it just wants to get some juicy gossip so that it can share with it's other it friends.
Sadly, this it doesn't know how irritated my friends get when it always ask them things.
Well, you readers should know that a huge thing has happened to me recently.
So this it saw my blog posts.
Then it went up to my friend and asked her about it. Which was only 1 metre behind me.
Duh, obvious.
Then after that my friend told me about it and that was when I hit the roof.
Why did it have to care so much about MY LIFE?!
Who is it to me? Who am I to it?
After it learnt about my life story, it disappeared.
Who knows? Maybe straight to it's it friends to gossip! *Gasp*

Damn it.
Just stay out of my life.
And stop bothering my friends.
I don't need you to like me.
Cause we don't like you either.
We know you have a sad lonely life.
Who cares? At least I don't.
But stop being so stalkish.
You're scaring everyone away.
More than you already did previously.
You may make up stories about your life.
We don't care.
But don't come butting into OUR lives.

Sentosa!

2010-09-10T00:21:00.003+08:00

Today was an extremely tiring day. I think I'm getting too old, tired too easily!
Well anyway my day started out extremely bad.
I woke up mad early today at around 10plus instead of my usual 2pm 3pm.
Only because I needed to meet Justin and Rebecca @ Tampines at 1.30pm
I was supposed to be their friend's hair model for that friend's exam.
Well anyway, I woke up at friggin' 10plus.
Which is 3 hours before the agreed time to meet, because I was afraid I'll be late again!
I'm always late when I meet Rebecca!

Well then I lay on bed until around 11plus when I finally went to get ready.
Dressed up and everything, I left my house, and walked to the MRT.
Then I received a call from Becca who said that the friend dont need model alr!!?!?
(@)$*@)($*(@#^*&!^_#$&(!@*&$
Superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr pissed!

So then I went home to change out of my clothes and into something simple.
Poor me had to train down to Habourfront myself.
Worse still, because I'm not at all familiar to Sentosa, I had no idea how to get there!
Well luckily Lincoln helped me by guiding me through phone.
I was a total joke. I felt like a lost kid wandering about.
So when I finally found my way around, I met Lincoln and Sebastian at the monorail station.
Then Lincoln brought me to where everybody was.
I'm sure all my friends know I'm a very friendly person and I can befriend anyone!
But this time I felt kinda out of place.
Feels like everyone knows each other and I was an extra.
But some of them were really nice and there were lots of interesting people!

There was Raynie, Vivian, Vanessa, Byron, Lincoln, and the rest I'm not really familiar though.

So this bonding session turned out to be pretty screwed up.
Then at around 6-7 plus, many had to leave already.
So then it was only Vivian, Raynie, Byron, and me left.
Sat around for awhile, packed up, and we went off too.
I was already super tired then and my head was pounding so bad.
So I decided to go back home with Raynie instead of dinnering with the other two.
Then I was finally home!

I finally found the courage to end everything between us.
It's all pointless already.
From now on, I'm going to be the strong Jasline that I used to be.
I'll have to stop crying and look ahead instead.
Life has to go on, even if it is tough.
This is what you wanted, isn't it?
I wonder if you're happier now.

Photos, finally!

2010-09-07T20:29:00.005+08:00

Finally, some photos to blog!!
Well, after many many sad posts about my sad life, I'm here to post about what wonderful friends I have!
I'm sure my readers know how depressed and dead lately.
Well these two babes are the ones who lightens up my life!

It's actually the first time that the three of us, together, are hanging out on a normal regular day!
Surprising, no?
Well yesterday morning went back to school to study with Rebecca.
Then Ziqin came to join us at the table! So he kinda helped us abit with amath.
But he was being annoying though, reminding me about Sake every minute!
After awhile of unproductive studying, Becca and I rushed to my house!
Bathed and got ready while rebecca was waiting in my living room watching "Hei Mei Gui" or something like that HAHA!
Chelsea decided to join us [for shopping but not for studying]! So we met her at Kembangan.
Apparently I'm more of the 'Camerawoman'. Hence, more of my two babes!
Soooo.. I'll let the pictures do the talking :]

Chelsea peeing!!

Gahhhhhhhh!!! ]:

Constipated faces!

Notice it's always the same pose? :B

After awhile, someone's dear Justin came!
Chelsea and I then headed for Orchard while Rebecca and Justin goes who-knows-where-to-romantic!
After a short walk around, I train-ed back home and Chelsea went to meet Dexter.
Went back home a tired girl!

I'm super super sick yesterday night and today morning.
I have no idea why but I was feeling so damned weak.
Around 3 in the afternoon, I felt abit better, at least with some energy.
Text-ed Chelsea to ask if she wants to go for a walk around!
It was only for a short while since I have to get home early and she's having dinner with her family.
Came home, and here am I!

I'll be blogging MORE photos on my flyer excursion with my family real soon!
So keep a look out readers! :]

Halloween is coming!

2010-09-04T20:15:00.002+08:00

Guess what?
Halloween is coming!!
And it's also time to get the tickets to Night Safari to join in the celebration!

Yes I'm doing an advertisement for Night Safari because it'll be great fun for those brave souls out there!
But, no chance will I be entering there. Never!!

Days have been worse than shitty for me.
I just don't understand anything anymore.
I'm trying to get distractions. Anything, anything that can make me stop thinking about him.
I'm trying to keep myself occupied. If possible, every second of the day.
But it's just no use. I can't get you out of my head.
This time, I've been hurt too badly.
You've stepped all over my heart.
You've won.
I've fallen.

It was our 2nd month. And it means everything to me.
And just like I expected, you had forgotten all about it.
That was a great punch on my chest.
And even after I told you about it, you still had no plans to do anything about the special day.
Another great punch on my chest.
Even though, I still mustered up my courage and went down to your school to meet you.
Even if it was just for a second, I would be contented.
My hands were trembling. I was so damn afraid.
I picked up my phone and sent you a text, asking if you could leave your school for a while.
You said you couldnt.
Punch.
Actually I was outside your school.
You asked why I was there.
Punch.
Sorry, I'll be going back.
You did not stop me.
Punch.

I went across the road, saw a bus, and got on.
I have no idea what bus was it. I have no idea where I was going.
I just wanted to leave.
I tried my best to hold back my tears.
I did not want to tear up in public and make a fool of myself.
But I was in so much pain.
It's unbearable.

I got home.
I did not shed a single tear after which.
It was hard to swallow.
It was hard to get some rest.
Because I know, that I'm no longer that special person in your heart.
Because I know, that you don't want to see me.
Because I know, that you don't need me anymore.
Because I know... that this is the end.

No matter how, no matter how many times you've broke my heart,
I still love you.

2010-08-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

I've been sick for almost a month now.
Everything I eat is tasteless.
I don't even know why I still bother to eat. I don't have the appetite.
Life is like hell for me right now.
Everyday.. Every hour.. Every minute.. Every second..

I dont even feel like dying. Because I feel like I'm already dead.
Today when I sent you that message, your reply had killed me.
But of course, as usual, you act like nothing happened.
And what else can I do, but to put up an act for you.

Putting on a fake smile is too torturing.
Trying to act like nothing is wrong is so damn hard.
Every day I try, with all the courage I have.
I smile.
And then when there's nobody else around, I could finally let it all out.

I never want you to leave me.
But I can't live like this any longer.
If you're not willing to give any concern, maybe that is the only way..
If.. you're not willing to give any concern..

好难受

2010-08-27T19:09:00.003+08:00

就算你不说我也知道，我已经不再是你心目中最重要的人了。
就算你不说我也明白，我已经不再是你最需要的人了。
就算你不说我也感觉得到，我已经不再是你最爱的人了。

现在的我，最爱你的我，也已经不敢再奢望些什么。
但是，为什么我的心会那么痛，为什么我会如此难过呢？

为什么那个时候，你能那么轻易地放手？
为什么你能像什么事都没有发生过地过着生活？
为什么你就是不能了解我的心情、我的感受？
为什么...

那么多的为什么，我都不敢对你说。
我害怕你会再次离开我。
我真的好害怕，但我又能做些什么呢？
就凭我一个人的爱是不够的。没有你的爱，我们就什么都不是了...
我.. 就只是一个没用的失败者。

After Prelims Plans & After Olevels Plans

2010-08-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

I'm going to make myself as busy as possible, in case I start imaginating things again.
Sooooooooooo... These will be my plans for the rest of the year!

From now till 30th August!

25Aug - Amath Paper2 & History. Study for Physics.
26Aug - No school. Study for physics.
27Aug - Physics Paper1. Study for Chemistry.
28Aug - Slack :D
29Aug - Daddy's birthday! Study for Chemistry.
30Aug - Chemistry Paper1.

*END OF PRELIMS!*

10 Days Post-prelims Activities!

1. Table-Tennis with pingpong mates!
2. Basketball, hopefully with Rachael and Jinyi!
3. Lots and lots of dates with my babes Chelsea and Rebecca!
4. Hopefully, spend more time with Cihui

Mug for Olevels!

*Torture and suffering in progress*

Olevel period!

25Oct - English Paper1 & Paper2
26Oct - Emath Paper1
27Oct - Emath Paper2
28Oct - Amath Paper1
29Oct - Amath Paper2 & Chemistry Paper2 [Ohmygod]
01Nov - Physics Paper2
03Nov - History Elective
08Nov - Social Studies
11Nov - Physics Paper1
12Nov - Chemistry Paper1

*END OF SECONDARY SCHOOL!*

For the rest of my life till whatever school I'm posted to starts!

1. Take up dance lessons with Rachael and others!
2. More pingpong pingpong!
3. Take up a part-time job to earn $$!
4. And then spending the $$ on shopping with my babes!
5. Catch up with all my dear friends!
6. Chalets here and there!
7. Family outings!
8. Maybe visiting relatives in Msia!
9. Go to Universal Studios hopefully!
10. Heck it, I'll just enjoy life! Heeheehee :D

*Will update more after my Olevels!*

Alright! Gambatte Jasline! Fighting!

2010-08-24T13:38:00.002+08:00

Took this from Justin's blog heeheehee!

Lost

2010-08-23T18:31:00.002+08:00

Things have finally cooled down.
But as always, nothing is settled.

I feel so lost.
I don't even know which direction am I heading.
I'm just walking and walking on, in hope that you will walk along with me forever.
But then you said you were not confident that you can be with me throughout the journey.
You wanted to leave me, alone, walking all by myself, afraid that you would hurt me again.
But did you realise that by leaving, you'll be inflicting a greater pain on me?
I never want to walk alone, and I never want someone else to walk with me.
All I need is you.

But why?
You are so sure you would hurt me again.
You are so sure that one day your feelings would change.
You are so sure that we will never last.
Is this the maximum level of your love to me?

Remember when you wanted me to trust you?
I do.
I am certain that I love you.
I am certain that there is no limit for my feelings towards you.
And I am certain that without you, I would be helpless, torn, miserable.

You say a relationship is for both parties to love and care for each other.
But you missed out one point: We have to understand each other too.
I try my best to understand you. I really do try.
But it's either you're closing the door at me, or you didn't try hard enough to understand me.
I believe that we can last, but you don't.
I can't sustain our relationship by myself.
So all I'm asking for is for you to do this with me.
If you're not willing, then what else am I supposed to do?

Right now, I don't even know what's happening.
Somehow it doesn't feel the same anymore.
Feels to me like as the clock ticks, you're slowly growing more and more distant away from me.
What can I do to stop time from passing?
What can I do to stop you from leaving me?
I can't do this by myself.
No I can't.
I need you to help me too.
But are you willing to?

2010-08-18T20:17:00.002+08:00

http://wolffangs.tumblr.com/

Please read this blog and share your love with this pitiful girl.
Her boyfriend of 4 years passed away on August 7th.

Today's the third day of prelims.
So far English paper 1 & 2, Emath paper 1, Chem paper 2, Social Studies, Physics paper 2, down!
Screwed up badly. I should stop letting other stuffs affect me anymore.
Felt like hell for the past few weeks, even now.
Heck, if this is how it's wanted then I have nothing else to say.
Most importantly right now, I must do well for my prelims.
Well, back to revision.

It's just like what my horoscope said..
But my pillar isn't here.

2010-08-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

Love is giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting him/her not to.

Well, today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
However the same couldn't be said for Rebecca! Total suay day for her!
School, the usual. Ended at 1.15pm.
And because rebecca didn't brought her uniform and wore PE shirt instead [Suay day], her dearest came all the way to AHS to bring for her! [Suddenly became sweet day]

We were all splited into 3 groups. 1 group with around 12 people or so.
I was the 11th one in my group so it totally sucked!
Sat at the chairs for around 2 hours as I watched my friends one by one going off for their oral!
At around 4plus, it was finally my turn!
Somehow I am never nervous for orals. In fact, I was glad that it was finally my turn.
So I went to have my 10min practice and was super excited. I must be mad!!
Until I saw the picture discussion.
HARDEST picture discussion EVER!!! It was super super hard and everyone inferred different things from it!
Ryan epic! Everyone talked about global or humanitarian stuffs cause there was a balloon with words like "Go planet!" and "Global stride" on it.
And he said it was WORLD CUP!? He was asked why and he actually said because there is a ball.

Waited for rebecca to finish then we went to meet Chelsea and Liangkai who were waiting for us to walk together to the MRT.
When we walked out of the gate, surprise surprise! Justin is actually waiting for rebecca!
No, the waiting part isn't the surprise. He actually waited from when he came to pass rebecca the uniform!!! About 4 hours ago!!!
Chelsea and I were super shocked. Especially Rebecca!!!
Liangkai felt paiseh so he started to walk away [hahahahahahaha!]. But we managed to get him back.
Then we all went our seperate ways when we reached the underpass.
Home sweet home!

2010-08-12T19:01:00.002+08:00

A short update!!
Busy recently preparing for my upcoming prelims. In three days. THREE DAYS!!?!?
Then again, there are still people who are going to catch movies, play games and fooling around.
And they are the ones who score really well. @$?)^!@*$)@?!!#$

Tomorrow is a double unlucky day.
Friday the 13th, 7month, and the day of my English Olevel Oral Examination.
Hope everything goes well.
Nothing good happens to me on friday the 13th. Especially 7th month.
So, tomorrow right after school and oral, I'm going straight home and hide under my covers until the 14th of August!

Alright time for me to hit the books!

National Day 2010 is coming soon!

2010-08-08T12:09:00.002+08:00

On 6 August, AHS had national day celebration!
Since it was already my last year in this school, I decided to joined the celebrations.
Besides, the class was super excited about it and I'm sure it will be really disappointing if even 1 person is absent from the class.

So, the Secondary 4s had this face painting competition and we had already planned on what to do during 4A's showcase.
I reached school at around 7.15 that day and was super surprised when I stepped into the class.
Almost everyone had reached and already had their whole face painted in red and white!
Chelsea Yeo helped me to paint my face which was pretty fun actually.
It's really heart-warming to see the whole class really pumped up and helping each other with the painting!
When we were all done with our faces, went down together with Vivien to the parade square.
Sat on the floor beside Rachael and Shihui because me and Vivien wanted to have front-seat view!!

Happy Mrs G!

Sihui painting her face at parade square because she was late!

My super cute Rachael!!♥

Was snapping randomly and caught a super gay shot of Junming!!

Choir. Lousy this year.

Marching!!

Smart Lower Secondarys brought umbrellas! Wonder why we didn't think of that the previous years when we were sitting there! Luckily we were sitting under the shade this year!

Our AHS Basketball Superstar smiling for my camera!

Well even though Rebecca and Chelsea pangseh-ed me, I still had a great time with Vivien, Rachael, and the rest!
After the celebrations, we rushed to the toilet to wash our faces.
The paint was sooooooooooooo difficult to wash! Plus, the toilet was super crowded.
Everyone was waiting for the sink so that they can wash their faces.
After that was the tree planting ceremony. Had a little fun there with the people below with my water bottle *Winks*!
Then we had a group photo with our Superstar, Junwei!
After that we all headed back home. Went back alone that day ]:

In the late afternoon, went to meet Cihui for awhile.
Came back home with lots of mosquito bites!!! Super itchy.

Have a 4 day holiday because of National day.
But sucks. I'm spending it all at home.
No plans, no whatever.
And I thought I could be able to have fun with the people I love.
I guess I'll just stay home and study for my friggin' prelims.

2010-08-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding".
A little knowledge behind every "I don't know".
A little emotion behind every "I don't care".
And a little pain behind every "it's okay".

I feel that the last sentence is the truest of all.
Some people choose to hide their pain, because they are afraid to show their true feelings.
They fear that others will be hurt too or maybe they fear that they may lose someone important.
They may say "it's okay", but in truth, it isn't okay. They're really hurt.
So when someone says "it's okay", don't even bother replying a "really?" or "are you sure?"
Because there is always a little pain behind every "it's okay".

2010-07-31T22:11:00.006+08:00

I'm going to post one meaningful statement/quote/story a day from now on!
Here's today's:

A real man doesn't love a million girls. He loves one girl in a million ways.

Planned to sleep till 4pm today but fail!!
There were so many calls in the morning, waking me up at 10am! Madness.
Attempted to go back to sleep but received some texts from my babes which got me super worried!
Then just as I was trying to go back to sleep again, Chelsea called me!
She said she could go town with me today so I couldnt go back to sleep anymore!
Met Chelsea somewhere near my block and then we trained down to bugis!
Walked around BJ, BS and Iluma. Was super hot in the afternoon/evening!!
Saw an old friend but didn't manage to talk to him much!

At around 5plus 6, Chelsea had to leave so we left bugis.
Went down to Pasir Ris to find Cihui for awhile and I'm really glad he liked the polo I got for him :D
3 more days to our monthsary!!! ♥

2010-07-29T23:16:00.009+08:00

Overdue post!!! I really apologise for the lack of updates recently cause I was super busy with tests!
Besides, blogger really uploads pictures super slowly. I got fed up and used photobucket instead.

Chelsea's Sweet 16th Birthday Celebration [23July]

It was on a friday when we celebrated our girl's birthday!
Well, Rebecca and I tricked her into believing that we will be going to Justacia again, like my birthday celebration!
We also bought her a pair of platforms as her birthday present!
Chelsea kept saying that she wanted to buy new shoes but me and rebecca had to convince her to buy next time. But we actually already got new shoes for her!
So then on 23rd July, I told her not to bring shoes as I will lend her mine first.
After school and after my test, we chionged to kembangan!
Because my mother doesn't really have good impressions of my two babes, I felt really sorry to have them change at the CC toilet! Hahahaha!
So after they had changed, they passed me their shoes and uniforms so that I can put at my house.
Chelsea was still wondering how she was going to walk bare-footed in the toilet!!!
So then me and Rebecca gave her our present right after!
She looks super nice in the shoes who had gotten for her!!

After that, I went back home myself which was only two blocks away.
Left the things at home, bathed, changed, and went to meet them who were waiting under my block!
We then proceeded to the MRT and then trained down to Somerset313!

Chelsea still believed that we were going to "Justacia" when we were actually going to Icing Room to decorate a cake ourselves!
Rebecca and I had forgotten where the Icing Room was and we were walking around looking for "Justacia".
Chelsea was still saying "I dont remember here got Justacia lei!" Heh!
Then we went up the escalator and Icing Room was just infront!!!
Rebecca and I saw, and we said that we just remembered Justacia was at that level!
Chelsea was still looking around for Justacia, confused.
When we walked to Icing Room, we told her that that was our "Justacia" and she was stunned!
Success! Stupid Chelsea didnt suspect a single thing!
We got ourselves the smallest cake and started decorating it!! [Mostly done by Me and Rebecca]

Rebecca's turn!

My turn!

And finally... Tada!!!!

Looks not bad right!!! Hehehehehhehehe.
After that, we bought 3 cupcakes, one each, and sat down to enjoy our cake!
Snapped lots of photos too!

After Icing Room, the three of us went around shopping, trying on dresses.
Then Justin came to find Rebecca!! And the four of us continued walking around.
Chelsea and I decided to go to Fareast but due to certain reasons, Justin and Rebecca stayed in 313 instead of going with us.
So Chelsea and I cabbed down to Fareast which cost us a BOMB cause we forgot it was the peak hour!
Walked around but nothing caught our eye. Was shoppingbag-less when we went back to Orchard MRT, going home.
However, we did buy some things at Cotton On at the last min!
After that, Chelsea went to meet dexter while I quickly headed home.

Hope you enjoyed your day Chelsea!!! ♥

Today is my eldest sister's graduation day! Here are some photos:
I was not present cause of school, but my parents and grandmother went!

Alright it's already 12 and Cihui told me to finish blogging quickly so that I can go to sleep! :D

2010-07-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

YES! Apparently this uncle was wearing a skirt!!! *Rolls over with laughter*

Everyday there has to be something that is mad mad mad funny!
Well one day after school, my two babes and I were walking down to the station, when we saw a man in a skirt!
Yes I'm such a mean person taking photos of that uncle!!
We wanted to stalk him and see more people laugh at him but unfortunately he was heading in a different direction.

There's another time when I was with Chelsea @ Tampines.
We were in the train station and almost going up the escalator when the entire thing happened!
When we were right infront of the escalator [almost stepping on], this malay woman carrying many plastic bags was infront of us.
She stepped on, and lost her balance! It was super drama, because she was falling in slow motion!
She tried to regain her balance, but.. FAIL!
She plopped down onto the flat part of the escalator and it brought her up with her legs facing on top!!!
I was in a state of shock then and totally stood rooted to the ground with my mouth hanging open.
Chelsea then told me "Go la!!!" and pulled me onto the escalator.
I was still staring with disbelief at the malay woman who was still lying on the escalator!!!
I wanted to help her get up, but somehow my body wouldnt move!
The two people infront of her immediately helped her to stand up but it was super difficult as her position was like this: [legs] \ [head]
Even chelsea went to help her carry her plastic bags!
I was still super shocked even when we reached the platform. The malay woman is so pitiful!
However, after awhile, when me and chelsea sat down and thought about it, we burst out laughing!!
The whole thing was a JOKE and really hilarious!
Laughed throughout the whole train ride and everyone kept staring at us!
Tears came out and our stomachs were hurting! But we just couldnt stop laughing!
When i got off, I was walking towards the ticketing booth when I walked past the UP escalator.
I tried to keep myself from laughing to myself but I couldnt! Like a crazy person laughing to herself, I walked back home, hoping no one saw me!

My babe's birthday is coming soooooooooooooooon!
Going to celebrate tomorrow with my two babes!
Will try to snap lots of photos! ♥

18July10!

2010-07-18T19:44:00.003+08:00

When someone truly loves you, he/she would never give you a reason to let you doubt it.

So many people likes my facebook status :B So true huh!
I shall think of more cool phrases!

Went out to meet my rebecca babe for awhile just now!
She bought a wallet for her dear Justin then we went to walk around!
No photos taken today!!

Am I really happy?

2010-07-17T18:47:00.003+08:00

Am I really happy?

The truest friends, are the ones who notice your true feelings, no matter how hard you try to hide it.
Thank you guys, for being there to care for me, for being there to listen to my woes.
I'll never find any other like you guys. I love you babes too too much.
I wont ever let you two worry for me again.

Olevels is only about a hundred days away from today.
And what the heck am I doing not studying?
Why am I letting stupid stuffs affecting me this much?
The stress is really getting to me.
I'm balding so damn badly and I'm only friggin' sixteen.
WhatshouldIdowhatshouldIdowhatshouldIdo?!

Friday morning before assembly, I went over to 4k to find Jinyi and Rachael.
When I walked over to them, they said I had a 'smell'.
I was so afraid that I stink but they assured me that it was a nice 'smell'.
Weird, especially since I hadn't put any lotion or anything!
Weirder, since I couldnt smell anything myself!
Even Cihui said I had a nice 'smell'!
He told me maybe the reason why I couldnt smell it is because I was immune to it already!

Currently having cough.
Cihui passed it to me. *Pouts*

2010-07-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

Click to enlarge. I promise that this will make your day!

My sweet 16th Birthday!

2010-07-10T14:39:00.005+08:00

My sweet 16th Birthday!

This is going to be one long post! Ok so I'll start from the beginning!
09July, my sweet 16th birthday, I thought it was going to be just like every year.
School, home, 11pm and I cut my cake in my kitchen after a birthday song from my family.
But no, it is so damn special this year and I wont ever forget it!

Rebecca Chelsea and I had been planning to go for foodcourt right after school on my birthday! And I really thought we were!
On thursday, Rebecca told me that we would have to change after school.
So I thought, we're going to a foodcourt to have have lunch, why do we need to change?!
She also told me that I had a dress code to follow!!
I had lots of questions but she said I was supposed to listen to them! And so I did.

On 09july, I was late for school. 3 years in a row, I'm late for school on my birthday!
But luckily MrTay let me off and didnt book me. But as I was walking in, DrBoon [Principal] stopped me.
She scolded me for not being properly attired and made me pin up my fringe and tuck in my shirt before letting me off. Then I made my way back to class.
MrsG was angry at me for not handing up my reflection and discipline report.
Then we were made to do some windmill thingy for some Anti-Drug campaign.

When it was PE lesson, TanMengTong was being such a bitch.
First we were chased out of tower hall, then scolded for using our handphones.
After the first PE period, Rebecca Chelsea and I made our way to the canteen and camouflaged with the Sec1s and 2s.
When we sat down at a table to enjoy our foodanddrinks, I saw TanMengTong coming our way!
I immediately warned Chelsea and Rebecca, who thought I was joking. But it was too late!
He ordered for us to throw away everything and to follow him out of the canteen.
He made us stand right on top of the stairs where all the lowersec can see from the canteen and shouted at us so damn loudly.
After embarrassing us infront of the lowersec students, he made us go back to the stadium for the rest of the period.
Then it was recess!! Went to find Rachael, Jinyi, Iris and Dexter which I havent seen for so long!
Received birthday wishes and a huge plastic bag from them! In it was a card from the 4 of them, and a huge banana and snacks from rachael, jinyi and dexter!
Thank you guys so much! Actually the card was more than enough :] Really sweet of them!!
I then went back up to class first cause carrying a huge plastic bag around was pretty AA.
The rest of the lessons were quite dreaded cause Rebecca Chelsea and I was looking forward to dismissal!
When school ended, I waited for almost an hour for the both of them to finish their test!

Right after their test, we all chionged to my house to change and get ready to go out!
When I came out of the bath, I asked them to help me pick out my clothes.
They then pointed at the rack and asked whose clothes were those and I said my sister's.
They then took a romper which I had never seen before from the rack and said "Eh this one quite nice lei, wear this la!"
It was their birthday gift for me! I was so surprised and stunned. No wonder they had a dresscode for me!!
It was sort of a tube-romper in grey, very pretty and looks very.... revealing.
I did not dare to wear it at first but since it was something from them, I shall not disappoint them!
I tried it on and yes, it was definitely revealing!!!
But I really love it alotalotalot cause it was something from my favourite babes and it was super nice!
After much preparations, we finally left the house at around 4!

We trained down to Cityhall and went to Marina Square.
Once there, they accompanied me to the GV to buy movie tics for me and Cihui later.
After that we headed to our "Food court" but actually they brought me to Just Acia for a treat!! They had been tricking me all along!!

NomNomNom!♥

Rebecca and Chelsea kept stressing that I shouldnt eat meat. *Pouts* So in the end I ordered something without any meat!
Snapped a bit before and during the meal. Then rebecca passed to me her own present to me!
It was a book made by her, with lots of photos and sweet wishes inside.

After reading through the book, I stopped at the last page which was a note for me. I told her that I will read it at home instead.
After our meal, we headed to the toilet to pee and to touchup abit before Rebecca meets Justin!
When we were heading out, we bumped into Cihui!! Hehe, talk about fate :B
I was still thinking, that guy looks like Cihui. Oh it is him!!!
So it was Rebecca, Chelsea, Justin, Cihui and me. Cihui and I were almost late for our movie already but Chelsea insisted on taking group photos first!
She led us to this ulu outdoor place for a phototaking session!
After goodbyes, Cihui and I rushed off to the cinema while Rebecca and Justin went for their romantic date and Chelsea went to meet her Dexter!

Caught "Eclipse" together with Cihui!
Before the movie started, Cihui told me that he did not get me any presents.
So i said nevermind, its ok. Then he got out a small, cute pouch with a chain inside and said that he only got that for me!!
I was stunned then when I took it out, the chain did not have a pendant!
I thought "Huh?". He told me that the chain was empty and I was like oh ok.
Then he suddenly took out a ring!!!
My mind went blank and I was on the verge of tears! He is the sweetest sweetest sweetest thing ever!!!
He put on the ring with my name engraved on it on my finger and I really did not know what to say. Was super super touched.

The movie was pretty ok but i hated the parts where heads, arms, hands of the vampires came off!
It was around 9 when the movie ended and the both of us were thirsty!
Attempted to look for drinks but I needed to go home already. So we made our way to Cityhall MRT and trained back.

It was really a great birthday and I want to thank everyone for everything!
Those who had given me presents, those who wrote me cards, those who wished me happy birthday, and also those who had just been such great and wonderful friends!
You guys mean alot to me, more than you ever imagined!!

Most importantly, I want to thank you two babes!
Thank you for the super birthday planned out for me, even though it only lasted a few hours.
Thank you for the romper, lunch, book, everything and anything!
But most of all, I want to thank you two for being the sweetest most wonderful friend ever!!
We've only known each other for 1 and a half years but it seemed like we had known each other for ages!
We go through thick and thin, ups and downs, everything together!
There is always laughter whenever you guys are around!
I love you babes too too much and I want you babes to know that I'm really glad to know you both.
Thank you for appearing in my life and for being my friend!! ♥

The swollen eye!

2010-07-05T11:31:00.005+08:00

Didnt go school today because of youth day!
And so since everyone is too busy to go out with me today, I have to spend my day at home.

My eye had been swollen on Friday so I went home during lesson time.
I think it was because my eye was abit sore the previous few days and I kept rubbing. Then it became swollen!
Had to train back home myself and yes, many was looking at my red, swollen eye.
Was planning on going out the next day but couldnt cause my eye was even more swollen than the day before!
Thankfully, my eye got better on sunday! So I get to go meet Cihui!
Only met awhile though cause he had something on afterwards.

Really looking forward to spending my birthday with Cihui!
Hope it'll be a great birthday :]
Sucks when your birthday is on a school day. If only 9July was a saturday or a sunday!

2010-06-24T16:19:00.005+08:00

I am a noob and doesnt know how to tag people in the note on facebook so I'm doing this here :]

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Ribena!
2. Last phone call: Cihui!
3. Last text message : Cihui!
4. Last song you listened to: Begin by DBSK
5. Last time you cried: 19June night.

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Still have my first!
9. Lost someone special: My grandfather.
10. Been depressed : Everyone will have their day.
11. Been drunk and threw up: I dont drink.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Brown
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Many many many!
16. Fallen out of love: Nope!
17. Laughed until you cried: Yea :B
18. Met someone who changed you: Met someone who I want to change for.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I trust that my friends are true to me.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: This world would be nothing without gossips.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: More than half.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2! A girl and a boy.
24. Do you have any pets: Nope!
25. Do you want to change your name: I'd rather stick with mine. Too troublesome to change! :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Cousins, aunt and uncle from america came to celebrate with me!
27. What time did you wake up today: Around 6am. School is killing me.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: On the phone with Cihui!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Olevels to be over.
30. Last time you saw your mum: A second ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I hope it isn't this sucky.
32. What are you listening to right now: Mum watching TV.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Olevels.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook & blogger.
36. What's your real name: Jasline Tan Huixin
37. Nicknames: Maggiemee, Banmian, all sorts of noodles.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer!
40. Male or female: Girlgirlgirlgirlgirl!
41. Elementary: Opera Estate Primary School
42. Middle School: Anglican High School
43. High school/college?: Needs to get into TJC.
44. Hair colour: Darkdark brown.
46. Height: 164cm :]
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Heh :B
48: What do you like about yourself?: I'll have more things to type about "What do you not like about yourself?"
49. Piercings: Last time. Currently, no.
50. Tattoos: Ew.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty!

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None
53. First piercing: When I was super young!
54. First best friend: Can't remember. Oops!
55. First sport you joined: Table Tennis!
56. First vacation: Study trip is counted as a vacation, right? China!

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Plain water!
61. I'm about to: Go bathe!
62. Listening to: TV show my mum is watching!
63. Waiting for: Cihui's text reply!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Mayyybeee.
65. Get Married?: Yes!
66. Career?: Not yet decided.

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes!
68. Hugs or kisses: Both are sweet :]
69. Shorter or taller: Taller of course!
70. Older or Younger: Older, not too old of course.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Bothhhh!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Bothhhh!
73. Sensitive or loud: Normal.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships! Ew to hook-ups.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant and knows what is the right thing to do.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No!
77. Drank hard liquor: I dont drink.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: HAHAHA! Dropped my specs into the drain down the toilet before!
79. Sex on first date: Ohmygod. No.
80. Broken someone's heart: No. But got broken before.
82. Been arrested: I'm a good girl :]
83. Turned someone down: Didnt have a choice, sorry!
84. Cried when someone died: Yes!!
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yep. Love begins from friendship doesnt it?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes. Most of the times no.
87. Miracles: I do.
88. Love at first sight: No. Total shit.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: I will when I see presents on Christmas morning!!
91. Kiss on the first date: Too rush.
92. Angels: Not really.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No! Those who had can just go die.
95. Did you sing today: Yes!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No. I'm the one who got cheated on.
97. If you could go back in time: I want to spend more time with my grandfather before he passes away.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it?: January 1st. I would study hard so that things wont be so tough for me now.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes. I dont want to get hurt again. I dont know how to trust people anymore.

100. Posting this as 100 truths: No idea how to tag people in note on facebook! So I'm doing it here!

First day of school!

2010-06-21T22:57:00.003+08:00

First day of school!

Holidays are finally over and now it's back to school!
Yea, Anglican High is so kiasu they made us go back for lessons a week earlier.
4 lessons a day, 1 hour per lesson actually isnt that bad.
Potato still said that since it was still the holidays, they gave us the afternoon off. How thoughtful.
So school ends at 12.30 everyday, and there's no school on friday!

Really miss my dearest friends lots and I finally got to see them after 3 weeks!
All of them seemed to have become prettier :] Or maybe my mind is playing tricks on me.
Physics lesson was a bore, as usual. Tan Tai Ha really has no idea. I feel sorry for her.
Recess was madness. There were only 2 stalls opened excluding the drink stall.
So the queues were of course, superbly long.
Only 30mins of recess, impossible to get our food and finish in time.
So Iris and I just got ourselves a drink and went back to our classes.

Survived through the lessons and we were finally dismissed!
Went to get lunch with Chelsea and Rebecca @ Tamp.
We were complaining about how everyone is in normal clothes enjoying their holidays while we're in our disgusting white uniform suffering in school.
After lunch, Chelsea and Rebecca decided to go get some macs icecream. So I tagged along.
We walked towards the train station and met Ryan with SP outside the station eating icecream too!
So I left the 4 of them there and trained down to Pasir Ris to meet Cihui!

We hadnt planned on where we should go.
When I met up with him, he suggested to go whitesands walk for the aircon!
Then uncle luo wanted to walk around Fairprice!!
I wanted to get cold ice mountain but there wasnt any. Sucks. Lousy supermarket.
We bus-ed down to ehub next! [suggested by uncle luo again!]
Went to sit at Superdog for awhile to do a little teeny bit of my homework.
Wasnt really in the mood for studying so then we left.
Cihui said that I should really get something to drink so we went FAIRPRICE! Again!
His favourite hang out place :D
Still no sign of cold ice mountain. Really lousy supermarket. Sheng Siong so much better!
So we went for a walk around the park after that. Sat around, lots of chatting.
Cihui kept saying that the evening breeze will be coming soon. At 5!
But there was nooooooooooo breeze! Ok maybe just a little.
The sun was shining directly at us! We tried moving under the shade but the sunbeam always catches us.
Was pretty hot but it didnt really matter.
Around 6, I had to go home so we proceeded to leave the park!
There was this 2-way split road and I thought that one of them was the shorter one.
He wanted to walk the other way but in the end he said ok and we walked the one I thought was shorter.
Halfway through, he told me that this path was the longer path! Nearly fainted then.
So then we walked back to the train station and I headed home while he went to meet his friend.

Came home and Jiejie told me daddy will be bringing us out for dinner after he fetches mummy who just came back from malaysia!
Quickly changed and waited for our parents to come fetch us.
Went out for dinner together and now back home.
Dead tired today. Totally not used to waking up at 6am since I normally wake up in the late afternoon.
Shall go sleep now so that i'll be fresh and awake for the 2nd day of school!

2010-06-20T20:55:00.003+08:00

Happy father's day to all fathers!

Mummy isn't around cause she's in malaysia visiting her own father.
So it's just my dad, my two sisters and I.
Ahma came today and the 5 of us had brunch together.
She wet back home around the evening.
Then at around 7pm, the 4 of us decided to go dine at KFC!
Daddy was saying "My treat! My treat!" and had totally no idea that we three sisters are planning to pay for the meal!
Daddy drove us to the KFC at kallang and when we reached, we made him chop the seats for us while we go buy the food!
He seemed pretty angry at first and kept beckoning for me to go over.
I saw that he had money in his hands so I stayed where I was!
I wasn't going to let him pay for his father's day meal!!
Erjie was brave enough to go over and they wrestled for awhile! Super funny!

During the meal, my sister was telling us how she tricked her friend to looking behind and then throwing her fries over to him cause she couldnt finish.
After that, daddy told me that the woman behind me looked like Sagou [3rd aunt].
So I took at look behind and went "Eh really lei!!"
Then when I turned back, I realised my drink magically refilled by itself!
They poured erjie's unfinished drink into my cup!!
Really, can anyone be even stupider than me? ]:
During the car ride back, daddy suddenly said "Are you sure you three want to treat me?" *Pouts*
Really he's so cute! He had that act cute voice when saying that!
Then he continued pouting and pouting and complaining how we three are not working yet.
Even though, I know that he's really happy deep down :]
I love you daddy! ♥

2010-06-20T12:53:00.005+08:00

Had a great day yesterday. Really wanted everyday to be like yesterday.
Daddy and mummy were out, so I could go out!
Waited for dad to go out before I went to meet rebecca @ kembangan mrt platform.
Was feeling super bad cause I made her wait for like an hour plus.
But because rebecca is such a sweeeeeeeeet friend, she forgave me.
I'll try to make it in time from now on rebecca babe!
Finally got to meet up with my dear blahther after so long!

Making weird faces together :]

So then we headed to Somerset313 and walked around.
After much toilet visits to camwhore and window-shopping, we went to food republic for our dinner/lunch.
Rebecca bought carrot cake for 4 bucks which was the same price as my ban mian.
And my ban mian is no more lamer than your carrot cake rebecca!
See how my ban mian looked more appetizing than her carrot cake!!

After our meal, my new wedges [which made rebecca look like xmm beside me] was totally killing my feet.
So we headed over to guardian and I bought plasters! :D My savior!

Was planning on meeting Cihui after that! So I asked rebecca along and told her to ask wenchou too!
So after all the confirmation, rebecca and I walked to orchard mrt and trained down to pasir ris.

failed attempt trying to copy rebecca cause I had to hold my phone on the other hand!

Much better :D

Was super thirsty by then, so the both of us went to grab some bubbletea.
That's when Cihui came!
So because rebecca had to wait for wenchou, Cihui and me went to the beach first.
His footsteps are so big I had a hard time trying to keep up with his pace!
So we reached this open area which was cooling and nice and sat down on a bench.
Chatted for awhile and it seemed pretty nice.
He had lots of phone calls to make though, like a business man! Busy busy busy.
Rebecca and wenchou came along and they decided to stroll on down the park. Just the both of them, together :B
After awhile, when a group of rowdy people came to sit beside us, we decided that we wont have anymore peace and quiet so we went to find rebecca and wenchou!
It was already 8.30 by then, and I felt super sorry.
Cihui had planned to meet his friends for supper at 8.30 but he was there accompanying me for awhile more.

Looking really fierce in this photo!

We sat a bench away from rebecca and wenchou, not wanting to spoil the sweet atmosphere!
After awhile, Cihui really had to leave.
Rebecca and wenchou were going to stay abit longer.
And I guess it was okay since wenchou would be sending her back home!!
So Cihui walked me to ehub before running towards his friend's car.
Seeing him run made me realise how I had been such a bitch walking slowly when he was rushing.
So after that I had to walk back to pasir ris mrt alone.
The walk gave me lots of time to think about things and also made me realise something.

My supa cute friend who goes all red talking about ____!

I don't know what I should do. I keep thinking about it.
I couldnt sleep that night, and only slept at around 4.
Didnt sleep well and woke up at around 5plus.
I fell asleep thinking about it, slept for 2 hours, and woke up thinking about it again.
It was really the first thing that popped into my mind when i woke up.
I tried going back to sleep but it just kept bugging me.
When I decided that I can't sleep anymore, I got out of bed to washup.
I went to the kitchen, poured my myself some ribena and tried to go back to sleep.
It was no use. I just couldnt stop thinking.
So I went to take a look out the window, taking in the beautiful sunrise.
I even tried to distract myself by looking at some jaejoong videos.
But then the thoughts always comes back to me.
Finally fell asleep at around 8am, which I woke up again at 11plus.

Well yesterday was a really awesome day :]
Would want to do it again sometime!

2010-06-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

Went to catch a movie with Cihui today! Watched 'Karate Kid'.
Don't know why they call it karate since it was all about kungfu.
Planned to watch @ Ehub but apparently all tics were sold out!
So then we met at CS and caught the movie there.

Since the movie was only starting an hour later, we went someplace to sit down and talked for abit.
After that I found out that my mum and sister was also going to tamp!
Surprise surprise surprise.
Was feeling super sleepy during the movie.
Probably because I only had around 8 hours of sleep instead of my usual 10hours+
Went to find my mum and sis after the movie and I had to chase Cihui away!
So met them at Mondo's and then walked around with them for awhile.
They realised that I hadn't eaten my breakfast or lunch so mummy said to go foodcourt eat!
It was already 6pm when I had my brunch.
Headed home with them afterwards!
Super tired. Shall go sleep now!

2010-06-15T19:28:00.002+08:00

Just came back from shopping @ orchard with Chelsea!!
Really enjoyable! Besides my aching feet which was killing me.
Met Chelsea at Simei first cause that girl wanted to trim eyebrows.
In the end, she said nevermind. So we headed to somerset313!
Went cotton on and saw this top I really like!!
Didnt buy though and I totally regret it now!
Shall go back asap to buy it next time before the stocks run out!

Here's the top:

After that went to F21.
Total disappointment. 4 floors of F21 and we saw nothing we liked!
Headed over to Fareast by cab cause we didnt know how to walk there!
Shopped around. My pumps were really killing me.
So we went to look for shoes.
Bought this really nice wedges and changed into it!
Chelsea looks puny beside me afterwards :D
Walked to Orchard MRT and visited a few shops before heading back home!
Chelsea almost tripped over a step and she almost choked on her food!
Super funny. Laughed loads today! Thanks to my lovely babe!

2010-06-12T00:29:00.002+08:00

Forever21 sale sale sale. I can't wait to go!
But my wallet is empty ]:
Is there anyone out there so kind as to pay for my F21 shopping? :B
I'll prolly hit over 150 bucks. Or maybe 200!!

I'm balding. WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
I have so little hair on my head I'm totally freaking out right now.
I'm dropping BUNCHES of hair every minute. Anyone knows how to cure hair fall???

Its world cup day. Whoop-dee-doo.
My sis is watching soccer now. And I cant possibly sleep with the tv on and her going "Ahhhhhh. Ohhhhhh. GOAALLLL!"
So here am I blogging.
Everyone must be sitting infront of the tv, holding onto pompoms and bowls of popcorns right now.
And going "Ahhhh. Ohhhhh. GOALLLL!" at their tv screen as well.
How exciting.

2010-06-07T16:54:00.003+08:00

Heyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyhey!
I've been stuck at home for so long I feel dead.
Made plans to go out with becca today but couldn't make it in the end ]: sorry dear!
Hopefully I'll be able to go out tmr.

Yesterday stayed home to watch my ITTF championships until around 5+.
Headed out to ahma's place with daddy and sisters. Mum was still in malaysia then.
Saw big aunt. Missed her soooooooo much!
Hanged around for awhile until second uncle and aunt came.
All of us went to tampines for dinner!
Ordered too too too too much. We had to dabao back in the end.
Had satay and my eldest sister started collecting the fats on the satay!
She put them all onto one stick making one fats satay!

After dinner we drove bigaunt to the train station.
She had to go back to malaysia that night.
Because we still had time, daddy drove us to Marina Barrage!
It's so damn nice at night! Night lights were super nice!
Ahma was being really cute that day! Love her.
After that we arrived at the train station and sent big aunt off.
Wonder when will be the next time she'll come back for a visit.
Maybe baby zackery will come along too! :B

Daddy took an mc today. Had to go make his teeth!
I woke up at around 1plus today and he was already back.
Watched ip man today with him. Great movie! But he was like "Like that where got nice?". Pout.
He's teeth must be hurting so bad. Hope the pain doesn't give him too much trouble.

2010-06-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hey friend, this is for you.
I won't be posting your name but I'm sure you know who you are.

Why are you worrying so much?
Is it so important to be loved? To be in love?
You're only 16 girl. You have a whole life for love.
Why get all agitated right now?
It seems like you're just feeling insecure.
Like you're afraid that no one will fall for you.
Hey, don't fret it. You're still young.
Your day will come, it's just a matter of 'When'.
Who knows? It might be next year, next month, tomorrow.
Or maybe the next minute you'll receive a love confession from someone!
You're a special girl. A girl that I would love to be friends with.
There are also so many friends out there who loves you.
And here you're worrying about no guy falling for you?
You shouldn't be thinking about these stuffs. Especially when O levels are around the corner.
Do you think that it is right to be worrying about such a thing when you should be working so damn hard for your studies?

Remember last time when I told you that I'm waiting for that someone too, just like you are right now?
I too want somebody who cares. Someone who truly loves me.
Who doesn't?
I always believed that there will be a guy for me.
Just that he hasn't appeared.
But do you see me worrying about no one falling for me?
I don't even want to get into a relationship right now.
Even if there is someone out there who claims to like me, no.
Unless I know, that this man really loves me.
All those childish little kids who are having pretentious relationships out there have absolutely nothing for us to be jealous about.
Because you and I know that their relationship will come to a fullstop.
But what we're looking for is one with endless commas, a story without an ending.
Just continuous love.
So why rush into these kinda things?
Give it time, and give yourself a chance.
Find the right man, not just any hooligan out there who claims he likes you but dumps you in the end.
You get too agitated and rush into these kinda stuffs, you'll get hurt in the end.

You're only 16. Worry about these kinda stuffs when you're 61, alright?
Trust me, you'll meet that someone.
It just isn't now.
But someday you will.
SO STOP WORRYING ABOUT IT CAUSE I WANNA SMACK YOUR ASS RIGHT NOW!

2010-06-04T18:52:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7 today to go to school.
Met rebecca at tanahmerah mrt and we made our way to school.
Had lesson in the library until around 12.
Changed, then rebecca chelsea and me went to downtown!
Ate at KFC. Love the service there!
I dropped my one-quarter eaten Zinger on the floor and the woman there offered me a whole new one! :]
After that chelsea went off. Rebecca and me met Cihui at Kbox!
K-ed till around 4.30 then we went walking around aimlessly.

2010-06-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

Back from a 2 hour shopping with rebecca!
Rebecca was complaining how slow I upload pictures. :/
Look! I uploaded these right after I got home!

2010-05-22T23:16:00.004+08:00

Been long since I camwhored!
Rebeccaaaaa my camwhoring buddy where are youuuuuuuuu?!

Mid-years are finally over.
Gotten back my results too D:
Sucks sucks sucks sucks.
Thinking alot about my future currently.

Went around giving flyers yesterday with babes. Rebecca, Chelsea, Tessa.
It's for school. Damn, the school is really smart.
Free labour from the students.
So after school, we were supposed to go the the hdb flats at simei and distribute the flyers door-to-door.
Really fun actually :B but tiring and hot!
Met a few of the other groups afterwards at Eastpoint who were done with their pile of flyers too.
The flyer is to tell the residents to put newspapers outside their houses.
On tuesday, we will have to go back to simei and collect the newspapers.
"Galang Guni!!!!!"

2010-05-18T18:30:00.005+08:00

Great sunday!
Woke up in the afternoon, got my breakfast, and off to the supermarket with daddy and mummy!
Restocked my maggiemee cupboard and is super satisfied :]
After that waited for secondsis to come back from.
When she came back, we went out to fetch ahma from her house and went lunching together @ Terminal 2.
The canteen @ terminal 2 sucks.
There's practically nothing nice to eat there!
It started pouring and daddy and mummy made a $10 bet on whether it is raining at marina barrage!
The drive from Changi Airport to Marina Barrage was great!
Everyone was having so much fun!
When we reached marina barrage, it wasnt raining, so mummy lost 10 bucks to daddy!
Stayed there for awhile and then it started pouring! So we all went back to the car.
Went home after that!
It's been so long since we had a family outing!
Really enjoyed myself! :]

2010-05-11T18:41:00.001+08:00

Fetus position - A whopping 41% of participants sleep in this curled-up manner. Women are twice as likely to rest like this and it is listed as the most common position. These sleepers are said to have a tough exterior but are still sensitive and may appear to be shy but warm up quickly.

Log position - If you sleep on your side with both arms down, you are a social, easy-going person who is trusting, sometimes to the point of being gullible. The study showed 15% of people sleep like a log.

Yearner position - A close third is the side-lying position with both arms out in front of the body, with 13% of partipants sleeping like this. Yearners are noted to be open-minded and still cynical, suspicious, and stubborn about sticking to decisions once they are made.

Soldier position - These sleepers lie on their backs with arms down and kept close to the body. This 8% study is said to be reserved, quiet, without fuss, and hold themselves and others to a high standard. Soldier sleepers have a higher likelihood for snoring due to the flat-back position, which may not cause them to wake up often but may result in a less restful night's sleep.

Freefall position - Those people who lie on their bellies with arms under or wrapped around a pillow with head turned to the side, make up 7% of the population studied. Freefallers are brash, outgoing, and are very uncomfortable with criticism.

Starfish position - Sleepers who lie on their backs with arms up near their head or the pillow account for 5% of participants. These people are good listeners, helpful, and are uncomfortable being the center of attention. People who sleep in starfish position are more likely to snore and to suffer from a poor night's sleep more often.

I'm under Foetus position! :]

2010-05-08T16:32:00.003+08:00

Agreed to go out with rebecca after my papers on friday.
Rebecca didnt wait for me in school ]:
I had to rush down to Pasir Ris Ehub where I met her and her friend.
Watched Bounty Hunter with them.
Ate icecream with rebecca after that and talked about some embarrassing stuffs!

Finally it's weekend!
But I still don't have the time to rest though.
Amath paper is on monday and I need to PASS it!
All the way Jasline!

2010-05-06T18:11:00.000+08:00

03May
Study Session @ Airport

2010-04-09T19:24:00.003+08:00

Today was a pretty bad day for me.
Had Physics SPA and math test today.
Wasn't good.

Rachael's birthday is coming tomorrow!!!
We sang for her a birthday song during recess.
Quite screwed actually cause there wasn't alot of people.
Well, anyway, I'll be the first to send her a text to wish her happy birthday!

Changed my blog channel.
I almost forgot how great is beautiful avril lavinge is.

2010-04-02T19:29:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I blogged!

Happy good friday!
It really is a good friday.
Mummy went johor with aunt to shop and eat and shop and eat.
Daddy went to cycle with uncles and play mahjong.
Second sister went out to meet her friends.
Eldest sister finally got to rest after such a busy week with projects and tests.
And me, I got to go out with my favourite junior and my truest friend.
Although we did nothing much, I really enjoyed being with them.
We went to walk around, watched a little girl who went to a fountain which sprayed at her butt.
She enjoyed it. Alot. Everyone else who was watching her enjoyed it too.
Took some neoprints. Havent taken neoprints for a long time.
And it was such a coincidence meeting jinyi there!
We made jinyi join us but she had to leave after shopping with us for awhile.

These are cupcakes. Made by my eldest sister at her friend's house.

View taken from my house. Notice the sunbeams. It was super nice!

2010-03-27T17:40:00.002+08:00

Dearest friend.

Thank you for everything.
Thank you for always being there to comfort me when I'm upset.
Thank you for always being there to share my joy with me.
Thank you for always being there to help me when I'm in trouble.
Thank you for always being there to teach me when I don't understand.
Thank you for always being there to care for me when I am in pain.
Thank you for always being there to be my friend.
I can't thank you enough for all that you've done for me.

You've taught me so much.
You've helped me to mature.
You've changed me so much.
You're so important to me, I don't know what I would do without you.
You're a friend I never want to lose.

2010-03-13T19:26:00.002+08:00

Isn't it sad how trust is always betrayed in this cruel world?
At the beginning, you thought you could trust this someone.
In the end, that someone betrayed you.

Let's take Jack Neo and Irene Kng for example.
Irene Kng trusted her life to Jack Neo.
She trusted their love, he trusted him to be loyal.
And all that trust is betrayed when he cheated on her.

Another example, you trusted your friend with a secret.
The next day, you find out that the whole world already knows.

Also, I'm sure you guys notice how "S[he] be[lie]ve[d]" is so commonly used these days?
Well, the girl has no one to blame, except herself, for she entrusted her love to him so easily.

You can never trust anyone. Not even your closest friends. Not even your family.
Anyone who believes in trust is darn stupid.

Promises are NOT meant to be broken.
Trust is NOT meant to be betrayed.
But people just don't and will never understand.

2010-03-12T23:52:00.003+08:00

Jack Neo is a fucking jerk.
Cheating on wife/girlfriend is one of the many reasons why males are stupid.

First, is he so desperate to have another sex partner when he already has his wife?
He has 4 kids. Enough kids, not enough sex.
Worse, even if he wants another sex partner, must he must choose such a whore?
At least find someone more gorgeous and sexier! Like, I don't know, Megan Fox?

Second, he probably did this just for the fame.
A famous director, cheating on his wife. Hey look, front page news!!
And the press conference, totally fake. All the shouting and sobbing and drama.
Remember, he is an actor. A pretty good one in fact.
When he spoke, he was soooo remorseful, he shed fake tears!

In the Straits Times, he mentioned that he intended to apologise after his wife had spoken.
Which he did not, of course. How could he be sorry for wanting sex and fame too much?
He gave an excuse: He did not have the chance to apologise as his wife stood up and wanted to leave. He had to accompany her.
The accompany part is understandable.
But watch the video carefully, Jack was the one who pulled his wife away.

The whole thing is just dramatic.
It was all just a show put up by Jack Neo.
Madam Kng is super unfortunate to have met him.

Let me do some translation of the video for you readers:
(Red will be what he said, black will be the translated version)

Thank you, everyone, for coming today.
Thank you all for making me famous! I want front page news! Remember, front page!

The past few days have not been easy for us, I'm sure all of you know that.
Damn, I didnt know getting front page news was this hard and tiring.

I caused the entire incident. It was entirely my fault and it has nothing to do with anyone.
I needed sex too much.

Today, I am very fortunate that my wife has forgiven me. She has endured the pain that many women can't endure.
I'm fortunate she understands that I prefer sex with a whore than sex with her.

She told me she didnt know how to face the media. So I hope this is the last time we talk to the media.
Front page news is already mine. This is tiring, I want to stop.

Please give us a chance. Thank you.
No translation.

This week was mad tired. I'm glad it's almost over.
Last Sunday I didn't sleep well, woke up for school the next morning super early.
School, tiring as usual. Then had to go for tournaments until 6+.
Reached home, bathed, ate, it was 8. Time to study then slept at around 1.
Didnt manage to sleep much on tuesday either.
Wednesday was the same as Monday.
Thursday went out after school. Came home and mummy was playing mahjong. Cant nap.
Every night it's the same. Bath, dinner, study, sleep.
I don't follow the schedule, I will have to suffer the BLA-BLA-BLA from my parents.

It's finally FRIDAY.
Got back my CA1 report.
Daddy came to school for Parents-Teachers Conference.
Didn't scold me. But wanted me to study like a no life loser.
So went home, studied till now. I'm mad tired.
Exhausting week.

2010-03-07T12:56:00.002+08:00

It's Choi Seung-hyun! T.O.P!!
HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT! ♥

2010-03-04T19:05:00.002+08:00

Damn all bitches who have no brains to think and accuse people before getting their facts right.

Everytime something goes wrong, she goes "WALAO MAGGIEMEE BLABLABLABLA!!!"
I feel like tearing up her face into pieces and burning her uniform and her bra and her panties.
[Does she even wear panties?]

Was bloghopping just now when I came across this guy's blog and I couldn't stop laughing!
There was this photo of him and his friends, all skin and bones, and white like tofu. Topless.
I bet they think that taking their all-skin-and-bones-and-white-like-tofu bodies is MAN and COOL!
Well, at least if they were Taylor, or even a quarter of taylor...

2010-03-02T21:37:00.001+08:00

Having a headache right now.

Bye!

2010-02-26T20:43:00.004+08:00

I put on a smile everyday like nothing is wrong. But you will never know what I'm going through and how I am feeling.

Ever had a time when you have to make a decision between two choices of life and think which is the right path for you to take?
It's so stressful. It's so hard that even the word "hard" can't be used to describe it.
The footprints you left on the sand can be washed away by the sea water.
But the decision you make will always be a print in your life.

"Once you've decided the path, never turn back, never regret. Walk down the path you've chosen, and be proud of yourself."

"It's only 2 more months, finish what you've started, even though it is so tough. Don't give up, giving up will only make many look down on you."

"You need this. You won't make it without it."
"This isnt as important and the other."
"You are mature enough to know."
"Don't let those affect you."
"It's what you love. But is it what you need?"

So much is said, yet at the end of the day,
"It's your choice."

I've considered doing so before.
After the incident, I've finally made up my mind. Even though I knew that that choice will make me regret for the rest of my life.
But after talking to him, I had second thoughts.
He made it sound so right, like the right path for me is obvious.
But if I had chosen the other path, I know I will not be happy either.
I don't know if I can survive 2 months of it.
I don't know what will it cost me if I spent 2 months on it.
I already can't cope and can't catch up with the rest, should I be wasting my time going there when I could be staying and try to catch up?

It's what I love.
It's what I've been loving and doing and working hard for for a long time.
I know I'll regret giving it up.

But it's pointless.
In or out, it's still the same.
Staying is just a waste of time and energy.
If I stayed, I don't know if I can tolerate, if I can "don't care".
I also can't bring myself to face him, after what he had done.
Hurting us once, and hurting us again.

Many had already chosen their paths.
But I just can't seem to do the same.
I really don't know what to do.
I wish my friends and family can understand what I'm going through.
I wish making decisions were never this hard.
I wish people will stop expecting so much from me.
I'm only human.
I'm only 16.
I'm only Jasline.

2010-02-23T19:18:00.002+08:00

I've played pingpong since July 2003 till now. That makes, 6 years and 7 months.
I didn't choose this CCA, I actually wanted to join Guzheng.
My parents are the ones who made me join table tennis.
They say that since my sister had quit, I should join as my sister's bat will rot soon if it isn't used.
So, I joined.
It was tough at first, but it gets tougher.
Years of sweating and training, I grew stronger and stronger.
I was honoured to be in team, to be playing the game, as a single.
For the rest of my primary school years, I enjoyed TableTennis.
Without consideration, I went through DSA to get into my secondary school.
Which means that I must serve the school by staying in the CCA for the rest of my sec school years.
The first year, when my coach put me as a single during the competitions, I was so happy.
I felt so honoured that I was the only Sec1 playing as a single.
I loved table tennis, so much that I was willing to neglect my studies for it.
Sec2 came, year 2008, the year they came.
He told us, he had to bring them here, because his job was being threatened.
We objected, we cried, we protested. But nothing could change the fact that they were coming.
I never had the same feeling for tabletennis again since then.
But I still continued to train hard, despite my studies which were deproving and deproving.
For two years, we played with them in our team.
Our very own players were replaced by them. In other words, kicked out becaused of their arrival.
From playing as a single in sec1, I was playing as a double for the first time in all my years of tabletennis.
I was upset of course, but at least I was still playing the game.
Now I'm sec4, my last year in this school.
There were four of them, many of our own players could not join us in the tournaments.
I, from playing a single in sec1, to a benchwarmer in sec4.
He did let me play 2 of the matches, against the easier opponents.
But that wasn't what I wanted, that wasn't what I trained so hard for.

After today, I really broke down.
He told us, and he apologised, and we cried, and we cried.
He'd hurt us once, he has hurt us again.
Asking for our opinions is useless.
The decision is made, no matter what we say, nothing will change.
She said that we had nothing to lose, we still get the trophy, the points, there's nothing for us to be upset about.
How I wanted to slap her in the face and scream at her.
It isn't the points we want, and we don't want a trophy that isn't ours either.
It's the game.
He said sorry, for being selfish, but he understands.
Understanding isn't enough, because in his heart, getting champions is more important than our feelings.
Once again, more players will be leaving.
No matter who it may be, we don't want anyone to leave us.
Who will be leaving, will be decided next Tuesday.
He expects us to give 100% effort.
None of us can do it, now that we know.
Some even volunteered to give up their places.
I can already guess who will be leaving.
How I wish tuesday never comes.

2010-02-22T19:30:00.002+08:00

Came across this picture in facebook.
Beware: The Dr Boons!

Schoolday. School school school school.
Then it's after school!
Met esabella and others when walking down to the mrt with chelsea.
Trained to kembangan with her and we sat down at the playground to talk. Just like old times :]
Really enjoy being together with her.
It's like we can talk to each other about anything.
We've known each other for almost 6 years now, and we plan to keep to contact foreverrr.

2010-02-20T19:11:00.002+08:00

Above picture taken in my parents room. Not my room.
Decided to unprivate my blog.
Abit useless to private since not many people comes by anyway.

Had a bad fever last week, before CNY.
Took a new type of antibiotics.
Ended up with rashes cause I'm allergic to the medicine.
It's the first time I have rashes. Super itchy!

I wont blog about what happened during my previous weeks.
So look forward to my posts about what will happen on the next few days.

2010-02-04T21:46:00.004+08:00

I have totally no pictures to post recently.
But I just found a hilarious website through the aalteam and I thought that I needed to share it
http://www.borntobeyourtaoeh.blogspot.com/

I laughed so much today.
First, it was after history lesson.
Tessa and I were making hideous faces.
Pretty childish, but it is really funny, and fun.

Then, it was during PE.
Chelsea and I were dancing [the Waltz] to the 'music' that KhanLiang was playing on the piano.
We tried to make Ryan and Desmond dance together but they were unwilling!
Played badminton for a while and my neck was super pain cause the other person kept hitting the shuttercock so high.

After school, the whole class had to stay back to do notice board decoration for CNY.
Chelsea and I started going mad.
Wont be posting what we did because it's a girl thing.

The best part was when me and Chelsea was walking to the mrt.
We talked with our super high voices all the way.
It was super funny.
Our throat hurt a lot afterwards.

Great day.

Tournaments started yesterday.
I still remember how I was so excited and looking forward to the tournaments to start.
Right now, I wish it had never started at all.

I've played over six years of table-tennis.
I loved the game, and I still do.
But I cant believe that I'm actually considering to quit now.
I can still remember the times when I was in primary school,
playing my favourite game, going for competitions, having a wonderful coach.
Even though my teammates would get angry at me whenever I win them in a match,
Even though we had never ever achieved 1st place in any tournaments,
Even though most of them had already quit table tennis after leaving primary school,
I still think they are wonderful teammates.
We cheered on each other, encouraged each other, helped each other and we respected each other.
We don't bitch about each other, backstab each other or show fucking "BLEAH" faces to each other.

My coach, I miss her. So much.
I love her like she was my own mother.
I love the way she smiled. I love the way she patted my shoulder.
I love the way she talked about her husband and son so happily.
I love the way she complained about how heavy she is.
I love her. I just love her.

I had a wonderful team, a wonderful coach, and played my favourite game together with them.

Ever since I came to Anglican High, everything changed.
There were China players who replaced our very own Singaporean players.
Many did not have a place in the team. Many did not have the chance to play on the court.
We depended on these 'foreign talents', and talents of our own are neglected.
We took a trophy that wasn't rightfully ours. We did not deserve to be called 'Pros'.

Teammates are disgustingly cliquey.
There was no sense of unity at all.
Juniors does not show seniors respect.
People bitches about one another.
They don't cheer for each other.
They dont encourage one another.

Coach teaches pretty good.
Unreasonable at times.
Super rude.
The mastermind in bringing in the foreign talents.

Yesterday was the first match of the year, against Ngee Ann.
I was a benchwarmer. Was pretty upset about it but was still ok.
I had been a benchwarmer 1 or 2 times before.
But those were cases when we were playing against the lousier schools and coach wants to let the others have a chance to be on court.
After the match against Ngee Ann, coach said that PLMGSS was the best among all our opponents in east zone.
Even before knowing that PLMGSS was the best, I always wanted to play against them.
I almost cried on the spot when he said he'll be putting those people who played against Ngee Ann to play against PLMGSS.

First time in all my six years and a half, I am a benchwarmer in such cases.
I had tried talking to my friends about it.
What they told me was all the same. "Good what then you dont need play also can get trophy!"
I dont want a trophy that I did not earn myself.
If I'm not going to play on court, I'd rather not be in the team at all.
Coach doesn't need me anyway.
Why waste my time warming up the bench cheering for a game that I'm not part of when I can be home warming up my chair studying for my Os?
I was so upset, angry, frustrated.
I felt like it was because my standard was not enough.
I tried talking to my ex-Captain. JC1 now. She was a great leader.
I felt better after listening to her.
Now, I dread going for the tournaments.
I love Table Tennis.
But I hate my CCA.

2010-01-31T22:14:00.001+08:00

Went shopping for the past few days.
Bought little stuffs. Didn't have the money to buy everything I wanted.
Even though, I feel much happier :]

Thanks to those who accompanied me.
Or.. thanks for letting me accompany you!

2010-01-26T19:55:00.002+08:00

I'm back to my ownself.
Thanks to all who cared.

Today was the worst day ever.
Recently, people in my class were blowing up balloons.
These people, doesn't know of my phobia.
A phobia is not just being afraid of something, like a cockroach.
A phobia is something that you're afraid of and you would lose control of yourself.
Some people have a phobia for the dark, the lightning, the screeching sound of nails on the blackboard.
I have a phobia for balloons.

It's scary, it's something that you will not want to have.
Yesterday, they were blowing up balloons in my class and bursting them.
When I saw the balloons, I immediately got agitated.
I hated balloons. So much.
I told them, but they thought it was funny.
They chased after me, holding balloons in their hands.
I was so scared, I shouted at them, but they didn't care.
I went out of the class, to someplace no one can find me, and calmed myself down.
I thought that after that, they would know of my phobia.
I had even told some of them.
But, today when I went up to class during recess, that's when I totally went mad.
I couldn't see anything, but the balloons and the people holding them.
Once they saw me, they all shouted my name, wanting to 'tease' me with the balloons.
I got mad, I shouted at them so loudly, and walked away to another class.
I told my friend that I would not go back to the class until they burst all the balloons.
He told me to go back to class, so I thought all the balloons were removed or burst.
But when I went back, they had pinned the balloons up on the notice board.
I stared at them, and they said that they would not burst the balloons.
I took their word and sat down.
A guy started shooting paper bullets with a rubber band.
He wanted to shoot at the balloons. I told him not to.
He just laughed at me.
Then he walked to the other side of the class, that's when I realised there were more balloons on the floor.
He shot at one the balloons. I was so tired of shouting so I stared at him.
Once again, he laughed, and said "Jasline so scared."
Since he knew I was scared, why did he still continue to shoot?
Normally, if the balloon was burst at a distance and I was closing my ears, I would have no reaction.
But, even though he burst the balloon at the other side of the class, I had not covered my ears.
Once it burst, I broke down. In the middle of Physics lesson.
I slammed the door open and ran and ran and ran, until I found the deserted staircase.
I cried so long. I tried to stop, but the tears kept coming.
I lost control of myself, I was insane.
It was like having depression. You don't know what you're doing anymore.
It was horrible, scary, when I thought of dying.
After an hour, I had no more tears left for me to shed.
My eyes were so puffy and my whole body was weak.
I slowly got up and staggered to my next lesson.
I felt so bad for causing troubles. I don't want to be like this, but I just can't control it.
Many people must be thinking "Jasline siao sia balloon only scared until cry for hours!"
I want to think that its just balloons only, BOOM! only.
But I can't help it.
I was practically begging them to stop playing with the balloons.
But it was no use. And I was totally helpless.

A phobia just develops.
It's not something that I want.
They won't understand, as they had not experienced it before.
Phobias can make someone go insane, mental.
Phobias can cause death.
It's not something that's funny, not something that you can tease someone about!

GROW UP.

After this incident, it just makes me hate boys even more.
They think it's fun to scare someone with the phobia.
They never thought of the consequences.
They are super immature.
They are just stupid.

Even after today, some of them still think it's fun to scare me with balloons.
I don't know if I can handle it anymore.
I cant be sure that I can, like today, get a hold on myself.

2010-01-23T21:57:00.004+08:00

All boys in the world are just so stupid that they can all go jump off buildings.
Guys who hits their girlfriends.
Guys who says "I need concentrate on my studies" and you know what comes after.
Guys who has a girlfriend and yet still flirting with other girls.
Guys who have no idea what a girl wants.
I probably should write a book titled "1000 reasons why guys are stupid"
Guys who read my blog will hate me, I know.
Fuck stupid guys who doesn't know why I'm writing this post.
And fuck stupid guys who waste their time reading my blog instead of thinking why they're stupid.
Maybe they're too stupid to know why they're stupid.

Went for dinner at 85 with my family.
Saw a disgusting black cat attacking a bird.
I threw sticks and empty packets of drinks on the cat and finally managed to chase it away.
The bird was injured so it couldn't fly away.
After dinner we went back to find the bird but it was gone!
The mad cat must have brought it away.
Damned cat.

I'm getting so sick of life recently.
Am I getting depression?
I'm sick of school
Sick of studying
Sick of teachers
Sick of eating
Sick of doing anything
Sick of doing nothing
Sick of some of my friends
Sick of my family
Sick of everything.

I need some excitement, badly.

You're right, I am feeling pretty lonely.
I always thought that having best friends or cliques was disgusting.
So I only have close friends that I love a lot.
But these close friends, have their own friends too, who are more important than me. Probably.
It all just sucks.
Like when I ask them out, they would say "I dont know".
Then when someone more important asks them out, they would go with that person.
Maybe the problem lies on me.
Maybe I left a bad impression on them.
I've heard... It is because of me.
That is why...

I have no one.

2010-01-21T19:29:00.003+08:00

Tessa Chan.

Today was a half day, school ended at 10.15.
Went over to Tessa's house to change and blabla then we cabbed down to Tampines.
Bought my contacts, Tessa too, walked walked and then we went to CS toilet to try on our contacts.
I never knew contacts was so hard to put in.
Even though I've heard many stories about people taking more than an hour when putting on contacts for the first time,
I thought that it couldn't be that hard.
What the fuck, when I tried putting on, it is super scary and quite pain.
I let my contacts touch my eye a little and it already hurts.
My eyes became red and was very uncomfortable.
So of course, I did not manage to put it in.
Spend very long trying, then gave up and went to bugis with Tessa.
Walked walked walked. Nothing caught my eye.
At 5, we train-ed and bus-ed back to Tessa's house [Super inconvenient]
Tried to put on my contacts again, got tessa to be very fed up with me, and failed again.
Went home afterwards.

Very tired. Eyes feeling weird, head aches.
Dead on the bed once I got home.

2010-01-20T19:02:00.002+08:00

I love watching Michellephan's videos.
They're so cool. She's so cool!

I'm lazy to update.
Just here to share with you readers a Michellephan's video.
She's pretty popular for her videos and her makeup skills.